last day of coll..

I blog more during exams den i do during hols. =P
Much more better things to do during hols..
haha...
N exams?! Jus trying to get away from it all.

But exams havnt started yet..
Jus a few days more..
No stress yet..
sigh..
Not good..
Cant believe i still cant study..

Anyways..

Its the last day of college..
The very very last day..
Sure theres still the exam period but.. exams.. gonna be too busy for anything else..
( I regret tat they dun hav long weeks between papers like during AS. Tat was SO cool! All the late Late night studying.. till morning.. Tat was So super cool..)

Im not one to care much bout leaving n stuff..
i dunno..
Maybe its not even so much the place..
the people?
I dunno..

Things are gonna change from now..
Graduation..
its like we're thrown into an ocean..
the real world..
the adult world..
I hate growing up..
i really do..

relationships tat were built during my time at college..
due to the circumstances, tat we were all thrown together.. into one tiny lil.. quadrangle.. =P
now the circumstances are gonna change..
n it wont be convenient to be friends anymore..
now, its going to require work.. (Force x displacement. heheheee..)
n im jus talking bout friendships here..
lets not even get into coupling. (phenols n diazonium salts. hehehheeee..)

lost..
confused..
saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad..

yet, not free
to think..

oh well.

Today.
13th of May.
Friday the 13th.
wow..
double badness..
maybe, they'll cancel each other out.

last day of coll..

Elly, Fabes..
Yes, i remember..
U guys are invited to my wedding n my baby showers
whenever, n with whomever..
n if i forget that u are
may it be that u wont forget with me..

To all my dear friends..
all the people who have.. played a part?
major or minor..
affected my life in any way..

Thank you.

Because of you, i have
laughed
cried
experienced
grown

Heres to life. (not in an embracing manner..)

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p.s. i was not brought up to go against my parents..
..its hard..really hard..