is that alright with you

Maybe i'll tell you...

sometime...

because it gets dark n sad

n i get weak..

so maybe i'll tell you..

sometime..

but im holding out..

s'longs i can

bcoz i know better..

bcoz i know you cant do it

n i cant do it.

when you run away from harm
would you run back into my arms

like you did when you were young

bcoz i cant know why

i cant ask you why.

n i cant tell you why.


Sometimes i get to wondering,
would you ever forgive me

n i get to thinking bout what it wud be like

what it cud be like.

oh sometimes i want what i cant have n i get so scared
that im losing it

losing it all.

but most of all i know what it will be like.

i hate it oh how i hate it
but most of all

i know that you cant do it

n i cant do it

n its the only way.

so

maybe i'll tell you, sometime..

but not now.

P.S. n i know im wrecking things soon..
but that cant really be helped either..
at least.. i wont let myself miss out..

P.P.S. 8am now, i havnt slept
not tired
n right now i have to say i kinda like the being up..
but just right now..
sometimes.. i dont like the waking up late bit that much..
sometimes.

Got a new song if u wanna listen.

Kinda missed you last night.. abit.. (;))
i have to say sometimes i miss you alot.. (as in often..) nowadays.. now that you're..
well.. thanks for writing dear
you didnt have to go jus coz i havnt slept..
but i know you i guess.. sigh..
its something else now huh..
but thanks for.. 'saja kacau'ing.. thanks for caring. n being sweet n soft. (for once.. in a while..)
i miss talking to you. i think.
we've talked, but we havnt.
so maybe one day i'll make you?
one day thats not anytime soon i guess..