THat is eXactly how much you care right.
right wateverthefooklikeididntalreadyknow
n thats Exactly how you're gonna 'deal' with it right. just like always.
i Hate that i so very easily tear up in front of people.
of my family.
i hate it, hate that im so lame n pathetic n so emotionally unstable?
for the stupidest reasons!
i have no idea why i am such a lame ass emo-case.
for the past few years or something.
this is Not the me i thought i was.
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Theres so many things i wanna say.
so many things i can say..
so many things i wanna be..
i dont know if i could do them..
but i know that it wont be for long.. no not for long..
how could i do it?..
n then..?
yea.. thats the bit.
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i wish.....
oh God.....
i wish you didnt....
you wouldnt keep.....
"Im the girl with abandontment issues.. you have to sleep with me from now on."
oh please dont... please please please dont..........
dont do it not........... not over.....
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sigh. im over it.
gd night.
" Maybe I wasn't asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don't care. I've been here all along, just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you've been waiting too, and you haven't and maybe you never will or maybe you're afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I'm the one that's left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I've loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will. "
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