, that wasnt you

I Know you are doing things that i would have wanted you to.
asked for you to.
inside.

just that you dont.

you wont.
(not for me)

(youre doing it right now, but you wont for me)

But i dont want you to.
I dont want you.

I have prettier things to love.


Do whatever, as much as itd make you feel good bout yourself.

i'll give you back what you give.

because if you dont fight because you dont care.
i wont fight because i wont care anymore.

you're happy.
i'm happy.
(not because)

it's good that way.

there are better things in life to miss.

dont tell me you fall asleep crying.

no one heard me.
n you dont get my ear, without being mine.

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Sometimes when he (semi) flirts with me,
i (semi) flirt with him too.
(Altho oddly enough, for two people who flirt so easily, we dont do it with each other.)

But most of the time, i just want him further away.

Sometimes i wanna love him.
because hes just like you.

But hes different, n im glad hes different from you.
He doesnt want to 'love' me, like you would. (if i was someone new)

But im glad its that way.
Im glad he doesnt want me too. (n that hes not that beautiful)
Hot. But not that kinda beautiful.

I couldnt stand another you.