the game

i dont know how to play this game with you..

dont know how to play the game, the game for you.

im lost.
all over again.

its sad inside.

cant live a life.
cant live A life
without you
now

when i could.

again.

everything in my life is put on hold
until i see you again
starts with you
ends with you
when thats too much even for me to say.

do i tell you?
do i not?
do i try harder?
do i not?

its so different.
i know it is.

i know.

what do i do different?
how do i learn?
when to give and when to take
when to push and when to wait.

so much better when i could start over
with something new..
but now im stuck here with you.


i dont know how to play this game.
this game for you.