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if you didnt hope, maybe you wouldnt want. as much.

i wish we weren't.


if we weren't,
there wouldnt be hope,
there wouldnt be want.
as much.


(but)
how empty would it be when there was no hope?

note,
i dont want to be something thats pretending to be special, but isnt really.
id rather we be honestly non-special.

id rather (???) we be none.

(but then again?)

but then again.

i guess when you cant have what you truly want,

nothing else can be good enough.

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but i'm ok.