Happy New Year everyone!!!
The dates now read 1st January 2005.
Tat is SO COOL!
hahaaa...
Happy new year guys.
Hope u all had great fun burrying 2004 and welcoming 2005.
I cant really believe tat one year has pass...
tat 2004 is no more...
New years have never affected me this way.
I never cud care less about em.
Jus feel like 2004 has left too fast tho...
N tat somehow 2004 meant something to me.
now the year is gone... over...
N we're all a lil bit older...
a lil bit closer to being something else...
N me...
I hate growing up..
seems like oni a short while ago tat i left my friends back home, n started living here...
but it wasnt a short while ago..
its now a whole new year..
My juniors will be the ones leaving school n starting coll.
I hate growing up.
I like being a kid, a teenager.
eventho it means certain things like needing parental consent for most things in my life...
(yea... actually, tat sucks! dam!)
But i hate the grown up world.
Wheres ders no longer any integrity.
Where selfishness is abundant.. n no one noes how to sacrifice anymore.
Not for ppl outside their small circle atleast...
Where ppl dun jus care for the sake of caring anymore...
...
N Mostly, where lying is a way of life... the only way to survive...
Where u cant trust anyone. nobody does.
...
I hate growing up..
Growin tat lil bit older..
Knowing tat i wont be a kid much longer..
Knowing tat i will have to take on some responsibilities soon..
Knowing i have to grow up.
Lil bit closer to the A2 exams..
Lil bit closer to the stupid medicine interviews!
Lil bit closer to graduation.
N leavin.
Leavin for another country.
Leaving to a place far away.. where wunny isnt...
n never havin time for wunny again...
(or myself for tat matter.)
once i get into uni its gonna be medicine...
medicine = no fooling around.
n after 7yrs of sht n shtty exams its work.
n work as a bloody doctor is no piece of cake.
yes wunny, no time anymore...
n den furtherin my studies maybe..
n den more work.
...
dun u get it wunny? We'll never have any time...
...
anyways.
=)
Wunny called to wish me a happy new year. =)
Told me he loves me n wished me a happy new year!!
I never realised how much a new year can mean to me until now..
Bcoz wunny wished me a happy new year!
N suddenly, tis day seems special, worth celebrating.
Haha i noe its stupid...
but it jus made everything feel better..
Jus bcoz he called on n insignificant day to wish me something insignificant...
It made the day significant.
stupid. yes, i noe. =P
but tats how it is.
N from now on, 1st January 2005 shall have to thank Wunny for making it significant. =PpP
=DDDD
Happy anniversary darling.
We didnt do much n u made me cry. =P
Happy new year love.
U make me smile too... =)
[Heh, fortunately.. Clicked on publish jus now n it started to take a while. Sensed something Might be wrong (knowing blog-city's screwy nature!) so quickly selected it all n copied it... Nex thing i noe the page cant be found. Thank god i saved it. Screwy blog-city...!!!]
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