the monster

The night is black tonight..

Darker than the already dark night.
Darker than normalcy would permit..
Darker than normality allows it to be..

For me.

Darker than the darker nights actually

Not just one side of it.

North. South. East. West.

Four of them around me..
The four I know in my life..
And more.
yes theres more...

I'd like to turn the lights off tonight

And I know..
I know it wont go bright tomorrow..

Try or not.. it doesnt know how..

Some say you have to take it..
Face the darkness n the world will be brighter in its time..
Brighter den the bright you knew..

Dont i?
Dont i already..
yes.. i do..
whine n rant.. true..
but melted n docile..

Already it proves that it cant.. wont.. doesnt know how..

The wrong way they say..
But i cant..
I too dont know how..

Tonight..
Tonight I go to sleep..
in the dark...

N tomorrow?..
Tomorrow i live again..

Just like i have been