fishsticks

When you love someone..
You want, only the best for them..
tho technically to a certain selfish extent..
tats ok..
(coz most people believe they arent whats best for the ones they love anyways)

You want them to be happy..
you want them to be ok..

until..

Until you yourself get hurt..
a bit more here.. a bit more there..
n you lash back..

perhaps unintentionally..
perhaps subconsciously..
perhaps without admitting to even yourself, that you want to hurt them..

because you dont want to..
but you want to..

Hard to understand isn't it..

but somewhere inside you know..
that if you truly loved someone..
you'd never want to hurt them...

n from that..
you know why...

den again.. even true love is so subjective..

n when they get hurt..
perhaps you'll enjoy it for the teensiest of seconds...
perhaps..
but more likely den not..
before you know it..
you get hurt too..
n you wish they were never hurt..
wish you never hurt them..

until it happens again..

bloody vicious cycle i say..


no idea where this came from
take it any friggin way you want to
too tired
tired of blogging
tired of waiting
jus.. tired...

Take heed in what you believe in..