why gays make the best boyfriends

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

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Admiring the duality of this...

Interesting isn't it..
This is after all sung by Lifehouse..

no idea wat im talking about? haha..

Oh.. if u listen to another one of their songs, Somewhere in Between, theres actually a similar line between the two..
I know coz it was the line that grabbed my attention here.. N when i listen to Somewhere in Between, hey, there it was again..

:/

sighh...

confused now..

had a bright, beautiful path somewhere ahead of me..
its way lighted.. its beauty enticing..
unattainable, unreachable..
but there to be longed for..

now..
its surprising how imperfect one can be..
humbug
disappointing to learn ones own.. demerits..
fickle
the lights gone out..

weird..

wat am i thinking...

sighh.. need some time to think..
need help...