Saturday, March 25, 2006

a-seeking redemption

Today was a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad day.

bad day like baaaaaaaaaaaaa (the sheeps baa) with a d at the back!


I Was Rude to somebody!!! *sniff sniff*

like..

I had planned to avoid something!
N she came along n changed my plans!
n den i got confused n didnt know wat to do!
so i was suckered into following her plans! (coz im Tat dam weak!)
n i Said something!
But i didnt mean it!
it was a joke!
but it wasnt very niiiiice! :'(
*snifff*
Dieeee.
n like.. it wasnt exactly convenient to make it clear it was just a joke n stuff..
*sniff sniff* aih die.

so i went up to my drums (Back at muh drumz baybeh!)
wailing n my head.
die.
sniff..

AND DEN!!!
there was this lil kid.
he came in while i was drumming
n i got to talking to him..
he's only been to one lesson
so while i was practising he was watching me!
n like.. i started showing off n stuff!!
omg.
den i felt like Such a Horrible person!
Waaaaaaaaaaaah! I was Showing Off to a Lil Kid!!!
N I'm not even Good at my drums!
Jus so happens the kids only just started!
Crap. Im such an idiot!

God forgive me.

so.. apparently the kids learning guitar n drums..
so i told him tat wen he grows up he'll have alot of girls after him..
n he went 'buekk'
HaHa!
10yrs old.
cute kid.

den wen i was done i tot id go down n erm.. smile n talk politely to the girl i was sorta rude to..
apology y'noe..
n like.. follow her plans to erm make up n stuff. *aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
but like..
she wasnt der.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

guilt.

you know.
the music place is Full of little kids!
Argh.
Like so far.. Most of the kids ive seen that are learning drums too
are teeny tiny lil things!
have u every realised once you pass a certain age..
all kids like teeny tiny n its hard to tell how old they are
coz theyre all so Small!
dam darn kids
learning drums so early in life.
make me feel so stupid n inadequate.

Garh.

weird day.
driving alone alot.
kept yelling to myself in the car.
screaming songs n stuff.
hah.

=/

oh.
guess wat?!
i sent my darling doggie for a bath like a week ago n stuff..
N i Got him back today!
Yay!
so HaPPY!
Hes SO CUTE!
My Babys So adorable wrapped up in the dumb lil plastic!
His Cute lil face staring back at me!
Ahhhh!
n i took him out of his wraps..
muackkkss
n smelt him
n lo n behold.
he smells like my lil baby niece.
=/ Meh.

Oooo.
so.
Elly the great n kind past me prezzies today!
Yay!
she got me a bunch of candy from Hong Kong.
and a pair of Yellow socks!!
(that cost HK$ 20.00! the prize tags still on dear! hahaa)
Elly the socks are Yellow! They make me happy!
=)

Haha oh n surprise surprise..
my bro was just asking me if he were to name his son Lim Sun Way (as in the place Sunway. where we stay *HahhHAHHAHhHAHhAhahahhaA*)
wat wud it mean?!
abundance of kindness n greatness (exactly wat i just called elly.. teeheehee)

poor kid.

I love my Dopey!
n I love my baby niece so much!
so sayang!
i wanna shower her with prezzies n stuff n take her out n buy her stuff!
gonna have to wait a while for that tho..
well maybe wen im just out working..
she'd be like 5..
Just nice!
yay!
n i'll have a lil nephew (probably more by den) too!
=)



check this out if you can read chinese

http://sq.666ccc.com/meigui/


aww fck. thats the devils number wei!

anyways. the fella who passed me the link.. quite smart eh..
i once wanted to tell a friend
that advice only works if the hearts at the same place..
heh..
cant say this changed anything..
meh
t'was smart tho.

you're lucky



this blog is incomplete.
it feels incomplete.
but i doubt i'll be able to complete it.

gd nite.

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