obliterated

I read Potter and i see you

i know what you're like
and i don't believe in you.

Everyday at school, i see you

i see you
but i don't believe in you.


I cant live like this anymore
but neither can i stand the alternative.

you're screwing with me.

Isn't it funny how time seems to slip away, so fast.
One minute you're happy, the other you're sad.

- If Life Is So Short

Enough time has past.
my life seems to have been stuck
for way too long
and on what, you may ask.
I would like to know the same.

I want my nights back.
when i can go anywhere n do anything
even when im just staying put.
when i can play any song n just travel
without having to be wary of treading on forbidden ground.

I want my days back.
when i can hang out
when i dont have to hide
when life means something.

I want my life back.
my laugh
my happiness
my ability to Feel.

I want
to be me again.