"this too shall past"

Chinese is such a beautiful language..

its just too bad that my chinese is getting more than just a little rusty..
hardly speaking it to anyone..
avoiding reading anything chinese whenever i can, (which is like 99.9% of the time)
never Ever writing anything.
I Swear i've pretty much lost my ability to write chinese anymore.
*need to read the dictionary* haha..

N i read a blog today..
Its actually one of those that i like.. the stuff that was written..
n it was in chinese.. which made it alot more difficult for me to read..
but it was also alot more beautiful than it would have been, had it been written in english.
so i actually ended up reading all that were shown.. which is seriously saying alot, considering i usually skip anything in chinese these days.

Unfortunately, at the same time, ahem..
this girl happens to be my friends girlfriend,
who happens to be treating him like crap at this moment so...
hmmmmm..
it is disloyal to appreciate a persons work at such times.
ahem..
but still, the stuff is all poetic n good n sad..

see, all along i havnt been very supportive of this relationship, tho usually i just let it be ofcourse..
but now and then when she treats my friend badly, obviously i dont like it..
n the latest drama..
shes really going overboard..
but after reading her stuff..
its like, maybe i hope they can talk it out n atleast truly understand whats going on
coz i guess, it shows that she atleast does love him.
n i tend to appreciate feelings and emotions in people..

im sure i had a little trouble understanding the blogs fully tho.
hmm.


" George, what will he do? "

" You were jealous?"
" Crazy jealous."

" Except for the hot affairs we'll have twice a year."
" Except that."

" Otherwise the moment just... passes you by..."

But the thing is.. Love just isnt everything.
it isnt enough.
n sometimes, it isnt even anything at all.