Saturday, September 29, 2007

use me as you will

Alone.

Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape..

They dont care.

I do.

We wont hear a word they say, they dont know us anyway..

Why am i such a bytch sometimes?..

Why do i make a big deal of things that other ppl dont care about.
Am i that stupid?
Grr.. Stop making me feel stupid.

Well you cant please everyone.



Whats the point of studying if you're gonna fail anyways?

Why is it so hard to study when i did fine my last sem?

N its not funny.
What would you know?



Do you know how tiring it is?

to always be the one to try to work things out.

The one who gets cheated on
taken for granted
used and dumped whenever you fancy?

To be the one that TRIES
despite all that.

not get up and walk away like so many of you do.
not drop something so easily just bcoz you dont even care enough to try

to try to Fix things
to try to Help
to try to make You feel better.

But in return?
Only looked up when You feel like it.
dropped the second theres someone else you want around
dropped the second you're done using me for whatever it was you wanted.
Treated like Crap just bcoz you have your goddam temper.

Show a little respect for the things people do for you, will you.

Not just care about the times you think we let you down.
How about all the times we dont?

You cant just change tack just like that.
leave just bcoz you have someone better.
forget all we've done
n get mad at things that arent even our fault
just bcoz you dont want to be there anymore.

..

Why am i always the one hanging on
holding on
holding it all together.

Looking past all your crap.
all of you.
n still being there.
still trying to listen, to help.
still trying to make you feel just a little bit better.

Bah.

I'm past all that.

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