Saturday, February 16, 2008

look out point

If i were to post now i would write a bunch of stuff in code.
or a whole bunch of stories with secret meaning but are actually boring n uninteresting.

if i were to post now, you wouldnt get it.

so i wont.


But please.

PLEASE tell me what to do.

PLEASE just TELL me WHAT am i supposed to do.

WHAT is right. WHAT is wrong.

DONT just SIT THERE n do WHATEVER you want WHENEVER you want to.

PLEASE JUST TELL ME WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG.


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In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It’s shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It’s the high we’re chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.

Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

*shrugs* who says its right timing.
way too late.

11 comments:

Zen Prodigy said...

phuck, i think i've hit rock-bottom =(((

Allyssa said...

Boy, you dont know the Meaning of rock bottom. =p

Ashwin said...

Rock bottom is a discotheque in Bombay that is actually a pick up joint. I hear women come dressed up like schoolgirls and peasant girls. I would LOVE to hit Rock Bottom!
:D

Anonymous said...

Ha!
i bet you would,ashwin...
anyways..here is some interesting news..i now live 2 doors down from a brothel.
ALLYSSA!what do you have to say about THAT!

Ashwin said...

:|

That is waaay better than hitting Rock bottom!

Allyssa said...

Ashwin cracks me up! haha! =P (btw, im surprised uve only Heard AShwin. :p)

Pah, Ally has nothin to say about that! Pah is after all, not Ashwin. However, Ally finds it most interesting.. Wat i Cud say is how is (other)Fabian n younoewho taking said news! :p

Ashwin said...

Yeah, I'm not one of the "cool" guys who are loaded and get to pick up barely dressed hot looking women from discs. I'm one of the geeks you see standing outside for free, drooling at the women he couldn't possibly pick up.
:-D

Allyssa said...

Well i thought they are relatively cheap. (hence the term.:p)

Think about it, you probably get to save on movies and dinners and flowers.. And emotional investment as well!~

But, Probably have to invest in erm.. personal protective equipment though.. n health checks. :p

Ashwin said...

Unfortunately, our city isn't as well planned as the one Elly is in now. We do not have health centers next to erm... places where women are.

Allyssa said...

Ahahaaaa... how sad...
I do see your predicament... tsk...

Ashwin said...

Thank yoo :)