12 days into April

12 days into April.

I should hate this day. (actually i cudve used the same line for the past 3 days.. but lets just keep that to ourselves.. more drama.. :p)

but im too busy being in a decent mood to care.

(Altho admittedly im not exactly IN a decent mood... not now anyways.)

Well there are somethings i can choose not to care about
or attempt to, some aspects of it anyways.... -_-"...

// Gah! Why do you frikin tempt me.
I am not pure anymore. *angry* //

I wanna say that im not gonna go n actively make myself miserable..
bcoz misery is doing a pretty good job by itself..

but i cant, bcoz i already semi failed myself.

hmm.

stupid..... shameless.........

........

oh who am i kidding?

I Hate this F****** day.
.


whatever way it may be.. it doesnt matter..
i have already failed.. long time ago..

rejoice all you want.

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Friends dont judge their friends vices.
they help them through it.

i wish you were a little bit more understanding.

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You expect too much of me.
without even considering how little you are willing to give.