Sorry Edward, I love you, but Dr. Cullen is So. Hot!

*i swear its the dr's coat*
(omg)

oh... my... Gawwd!

Why is it so easy to steal my heart?

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caring for someone more than they care for you in return
is a very tiring thing..

I think i'm like Edward.

its not easy being around you..
that, i can safely say.

you keep getting caught off-guard..
n then you struggle with what to feel,
what to think.

i did a 'noble' thing today.
i avoided the obstacle.
i looked away eventho it hurt.
because its not meant for me.

i am getting better at it
(its about time)

but sometimes its alright,
n sometimes it isnt.

but that means, sometimes it is, isnt it.

maybe i can do it?

maybe im doing it for me,
and for you.

*would you believe how much i never stopped.

*kiss..*