fish bones n banana peels

Its official!
Im a rubbish kid!

Dat day, me n my mum were talking, n it somehow got to her telling me that i was picked up from the Sampah Tang (rubbish dump?).
So ok, fine. My dad came along, n i decided to ask him.
If their stories didnt match, den id have something to say right?
Hah! Datd be cool! After all, i wasnt Dat dumb! I know they din pick me up from the dump.
How could my dad possibly know wat my mum just said to me?
He wont! So she'd have to think of a new story. :)

So i asked my dad where did i come from...
N without any hint or any hesitation at all, my dad said 'Sampah Tang'!

Oh My God!

Im officially a rubbish kid!
After all, if both ur parents have the same story without consulting each other, wat can it be but true, rite?! ;)

N apparently my brother was picked up too. Exactly 1 yr 6 months n 25 days b4 me. From the same spot. Somehow they know we are related! hmmm....

:)

haha, oh well.
Atleast now i know that i dun hav to thank dem for my brains!

hehhehehehe.... :)

So, have u guys asked carefully where u guys are from?
Bcoz u never noe...we might be related! :)

;)

Ciaoza....

opening doors

Hey guys!

Wooooh! Seriously havent written anything for So SO long eh?
My apologies. Wa away where comps were not so easily available (ie. not at 2am when i do my best writing! hehehe). or maybe im just making excuses?
hehehe...

But even now also no idea la!

Ok well, Im still in a dillema as to wat to do with my scholarship. Actually, Im in an even bigger dillema now. Pros n cons every where i turn. Especially after i sucked shit at my semester exam! Ugh!

Atfirst, before I was there, I was thinking, about opportunities n all that.
No harm trying it out n all.
N theres good in everything(almost), if i do take this up n have to stay at the U, n do my pre-U for 2 years, the good would be that id have more time to try stuff out. Pick up guitar or drums, that id be probably too busy to do if I continued where I am. Cause Ive already covered most of the 1st year syllabus. Id probably also know my stuff better, having already studied it b4 the teachers teach. Going through it again will help so much. (Even though this doesnt help my 2nd year, unless im really really hardworking n go through it in the 1st year. But i noe i wont! :)) N I also wont have to do Physics, which i have a serious dislike for! 3 subjects, makes things easier too.

The bad would be that Id waste a whole year. Yeah, 1 whole year. N if i slacked during the 1st year, my 2nd will still be the same, as if id not been given n extra year. Which will most probably happen, knowing me. N i might even get use to slacking off, n not b able to get myself to work in the 2nd year. Hey, its possible k?! I think that happened to me in Sec school, with Maths. Maths in primary school (chinese) was always interesting n we learn hard stuff. I was good at it, liked it n worked at it. But after entering sec school, the Maths was totally crap. I'd already been taught all the stuff in Form1, n even some in Form2 n 3. I think i got use to not listening in class or watever, neways, it halted my interest in maths n i officially suck at it now! (Stupid sem exam!!!) ;)

The first second I was at the Hostel, i totally did not want to be there. It was so...BAD! hehe... But i guess u cant expect much from a Malaysian hostel la! :) Crappier than Taylors, which was crappier than Sunway. But come to think of it, The difference between This place n Taylors hostel would be the lack of aircon, n only 1 bathroom btwn 5 ppl. After staying there for a few days, I feel that it actually isnt so bad. The lack of air-con isnt really a prob coz the fan i brought was good enough. N the bathroom...well it hasnt posed any big problems Yet! :) So the place is basically ok. N being a student there, even though they dun have a pool at our campus, theres apparently this great olympic sized pool at the main campus, we are allowed use of the facilities. So, Cool! :) It has also been quite nice, hanging out with friends and all, chitchatting late into the night, with no parents to bug you. In Fact, my parents have been extra nice to me this week, maybe because im 'suffering' over there! ;)

BUT, I heard from the seniors dat, apparently the lectureres arent really good. Kinda like sec school where u have to do all the studying by urself. N apparently they're not too bright either! Hai....
N now im a little scared of Taylors...

Also, apparently Indons Us are better than Malaysian Us. Hmmm... But dat wasnt the prob, coz i cant enter local Us anyway. IMU?? N twinning would b better rite? In Ireland or UK.....
hai...

I think im done with this debating for a while. Too much for the brain to handle. No point either. Wait n see what happens first!... :)

Okay, this was seriously crappy!
Hmmm, I actually have a fren over here now so cant really edit this properly.
Also, my blog needs a serious update, so... :)
Bare with me.

Pls leave ur comments n opinions on wat i shud do...
Thnx! :)

Occupational hazards...

Very quick note here. Sorry haven't added new blog n might not be doing one for some time. Just went new school, no idea whether can use the comps. Very sorry. pls be patient. Thnx!

Abdullahs gonna kill me...

[EDIT: (18/9/04) Well, they Didnt print it! ;) haha but actually i wanna say the stuff written here was at that early point when i still didnt want to accept it. Things have changed somewat i think..ermm loads that i said here was baseless. ;) for example, Indon medical unis are better than Msian unis, i think. (Dunno bout private though..) Stuff lidat. Jus take all with a pinch of salt k? too lazy to comment more..]

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Hey. OK, actually i wrote this thing yesterday. Its meant for a newspaper write-in thingy. (oKay, so my vocab is shit!) Just incase they dun print it, i dun want it to get lost in space n all, so paste it here where it shall remain forEva! (what the hell?! eheh) It is my thoughts n feelings, so its not really out of place. Im just not really editing it so keep in mind dat it was meant for that newspaper write-in thingy (eheheh), ok?! hehe :)

JPA horror!

I would like to comment about the recent issue of the scholarships offered by JPA. Year after year after year, the government offers the nations high-achievers full scholarships to study overseas. This year the government ofcourse also offered scholarships to deserving students. The only difference? Many students who acchieved 10 1As or even 11 1A's, were denied scholarships. There were some who were at first, able to celebrate getting the reknowned JPA scholarship, only to discover that the government had sent them to countries like Indonesia to further their studies!

Imagine their shock and horror at such news! All right, many of you would say that they should be grateful that they had atleast been offered a scholarship, but wouldn't it be better for these students to just study in Malaysia, if Indonesia was the only other option? I mean, the whole purpose of the government offering scholarships, was so that Malaysias smartest would be able to obtain a better education at countries such as UK, Australia, USA, Canada, Germany, New Zealand, Russia, Korea, Japan, and so on. But not to countries which are not even as advanced as Malaysia! Furthermore, the civil unrest in countries such as Indonesia is well known. Would it be wise to send our country's future to such places, only to endanger their lives? I am sure Malaysia could offer so much more to these students than Indonesia can. Why can the government not, offer these students scholarships to study in Malaysia then?

Why has this problem suddenly arised this year? Because of the sudden rise in the number of high achievers? And why has that happened? Because, this year, there are two batches of good students as opposed to one. This is the year with the first batch of PTS students, the students who skipped Standard4. There were only PTS students joining this batch, without any going out. Which means, this year has the usual number of good students every year generally has, plus the extra number of good students from the PTS batch! And what did the government do to accomodate this extra amount of good students? Increase the allocations for the government scholarships?! No! Instead, the government decreased the allocations by about 300 students. Did the government not foresee this situation arising? Just like how they failed to foresee the increase in the amount of students signing up for Lower6, resulting in the PTS students not being eligible to register? And what will happen to the allocations 2 years later when the batch of students loss a number of bright students to the earlier batch but did not have any joining them, because the government stopped the PTS?

Students are constantly told that they have to study hard to obtain excellent grades so that they might be awarded government scholarships to study in countries which offer what Malaysia cannot. Better and more advanced facilities,a different way of life and approach to studying, and so much more. These very student did their very best and obtained straight 1A's. And yet many of them are either not offered any scholarships, or offered to places that do not even surpass Malaysia in term of quality of life, and quality of education. What more could they have done? Even the students who obtained straight A's should be considered highly for the scholarships. They are after all still the nations very best.

Surfacing recently are also reports of JPA scholars who have already returned after completing their studies in countries such as Japan and Indonesia, only to discover that their degrees are not recognised in Malaysia. And it was even stated in the agreement that the government would sent its scholars to Universities which were recognised. Would history repeat itself?

If you take note of the scholars of the pass few years, you will see that previously, students with 10 1A's were guranteed JPA scholarships. And most of these students were sent to countries like UK. What a great leap the country took in one year. From sending 10 1A scorers to UK in one year, to sending them to Indonesia in the next.

Of course i understand that sufficient funds may be the problem. Shouldn't the government have foreseen these and taken action? For example, could the government not, offer the scholarships, but only to support the students overseas, and not during their pre-U courses in Malaysia. Especially if the students families can afford to pay for their 2-year pre-U courses here. This should not be too hard for many, especially since the government is going to cover their expenses during their tertiery education. Or maybe the government can offer partial scholarships to some(some, not all), paying for the course fees and not the living expenses. This way, the funds could be stretched to accomodate more scholars. Also, I think that the government should consider getting the scholars to pay back part, if not all of what was awarded them during their 10 year bond with the government, by cutting a small part of their pay. This way, the funds could be circulated.

I hope that the government will come up with a way to resolve this mess. If not, it seems that we can only blame our fate of being born in the wrong year.

Hopeful Scale

hehehe. so if u guys see this printed in the papers, its me lei. hehe. :) hopefully lo...
Oh n, some small parts of this i might not feel 100%. Some were to emphasize my point. Whatever. Anyways, comments are oh so welcomed! :)

Its 5am! Ciaozzzzzz!

Moments, Torque, and Couples...... ;)

OK, so i had quite a few 'topics' that are potential blog entries! :) Guess i'll save the ones i dun use for a dry spell sometime in the future? :)

Ugh, Facing some problems with this managing of z blog. And, the bad thing about surfing so late at night is, theres no one to answer my questions or chat or watever! Hai...
Tried posting a question at the msging thingy at Izuans blog but somehow it didnt come out.
Guess ill just post it here (since he's such a great fella n visits my blog N comments!! Luv U!!! hehe *note to Izuan: see? now i cant neccessarily type all the words dat jump into my head! Stuff like dat might lead to 'Her' (hey gurl, hehe) killin me!) cause its so much easier, n other can help too i guess. :)

hehehe, ok so I'm having a prob with the blog patrol thing! I've signed up n all but after siging In, clicking on the links (like change pass or view stats) only leads me right back tot he sign in page! Its like going round n round in circles! N im suppose to err paste the code at my site or sumthing, but i have no idea how to do that! I so totally suck at comp stuff! Its all my brothers fault!
:) How do I add links to my page? N the msging thingy?! (my incompetence shud b quite obvious by the terms i use!) :)
Pls help! Anyone! Thnx! :)

Just like to tell Mabel thnx 4 the comment n addin my blog to ur sites links! Ahhhh ur too kind! N dat i read alot of ur stuff, many things i can really understand. I've been through almost similar stuff. Not totally the same, n maybe not to the same extent, but similar in a little way. The past......n even the liking of a new guy! :) But yours is Way much more serious than me. I dun think i wan anything romantic-wise with him, eventhough i hav this hard to explain, obvious interest/attraction towards him. N im hardly his friend! hai... I get the out-of-my-life thing. kinda happening to me...

But i darent comment, or even read too much, cause it brings me back to somewhere not pretty. (hehe, usin light words!) N im actually over it, dun wish to go back. I'm really greatful that i only suffered for a few months, then somehow, miraculously, totally got over it, n was able to be happy! :)

OK thats it. Dun wanna talk bout it. :) Been whining too much these few days! :)

Anyways, back to the actual topic of todays entry! :)
(Ugh! Izuan! U just ruined my mood, my flow of thought, n my 'Style'! Grrr!) :)
See? I was gonna talk about 1 thing, den Izuan changed my mood, so now i've picked another topic! :)

This year so many people around me have been caught up in fresh new waves of love. Atleast 3 of my close/good friends, have managed to find a significant other. (And all about the same time too!) All 3 are different (like, duh!) and all give me different feels.

The 1st, is definitely love. This friend of mine is kinda like me, wont get into a relationship unless it were really really real-cum-serious-cum-love. We both dun wanna have, just for the sake of having, or do the 'breakup-makeup-breakup-makeup..' routine. Stuff lidat. She even almost din start this relationship with her current bf eventhough they love each other. Note that i used 'love each other', not 'in love'. This is cause, this couple doesnt give me the 'in love' feel. the lovey-dovey mushy watever thing. ;) I do know that he cares for her n she for him, they love, miss n need each other, depend on each other, turn to each other....In fact, i think their love is probably one that i would like to have myself. But they still have lives outside each other, they are not each others everything, n they can leave without the other. But it is definitely deep n serious, its stable, hence the lack of extreme mushiness (der is a little now n den, youngsters n new rltnshp after all), as if its tried n tested (eventhough it hardly is.) Problems between the couple themselves, not outside factors, probably will not arise here, more because of the maturity of the relationship. For this couple, i feel that, they Might make it, but i wouldnt be surprise if they dont. Its a life kinda thing. If it happens it happens, if it doesn't, it doesn't.

The 2nd. This I din agree with at first. This friend of mine, turned to me b4 her relationship was official. And I already knew, right from the begining, that it wasnt serious, n definitely wasnt love. (she even admitted it) But, as it obviously was not up to me, they became a couple. However, it din take me very long to change my view a little. I still knew that it wasnt serious, n am quite sure that it wont last, but I realised that i wouldn't change what happened, because this relationship made my friend happy. It gave her life much more sparkle n meaning. N since my friend was the one that i deemed (at that point) would b hurt less, should d relationship fail, i didnt have the 'responsibility' of 'protecting' her. (hehehe)
I think this particular relationship changed my personal views on couples quite a bit, even if it were indirectly. I also realised that my friend, who is in her 1st rltnshp, n is totally protected n inexperienced in this, needs to experience it, n then learn from it. Only from experiencing would she b able to form her own opinions to guide herself in the future. I had my views because of experience too, realising early on that an unserious relationship was crap, a waste of time, bringing problems n headaches, only to end in, well the end! Why get together if u are only going to break up?! (Those who disagree, hold on, this was my previous view) Besides, i was in no place to dictate her life! :)
After a while longer, i also felt that, they had developed more feelings for each other, to the point that they think is love. (different definitions of love i guess) My opinion of their relationship was rising n rising (albeit slowly) until about a week ago. Now it has gone down a little again (im sorry i cant explain clearly), cause some things were brought to light. There is a certain amount of lust on the guys part, n im noticing how the girl ignores faults in her guy. Its not that i dun like those points about him but she does, she doesnt either, but she pushes it to the back of her mind, brushes it off, until they break up i guess. Isnt that always the case?
Trivial matters arise easily between this 2. The usual, guy looks at othersl, guy doesnt care enough, guy doesnt respect girl enough, kinda thing. (Sorry la, I'm a friend of the girl, not the guy, ofcourse hear the girls side la.) Unless they both grow together, alow themselves n the relationship to mature, blahblahblah many other things, this relationship wont last. Not totally impossible, but highly...

Now the 3rd. This couple I know are definitely In love (note the terminology. ;)) I wont say they are better than the 1st couple, cause the feeling of it being a stable, maturity kinda thing, of a tried relationship is not exuded here. But this 2 sure are in love. lovey dovey mushiness n all. Their relationship might not feel tried, but it sure feels like it will be tried, n tested n pass with fliying colours. This couple here i feel will go the absolute distance. If problems arise here, it will be solved due to care n understanding, a wish to settle everything happily, together. Ofcourse its not impossible that problems will creep up. I have a tiny feel of a certain big problem, which i cant state. Not because i doubt their love. This is a situation that popped into my head without any reason at all, just a feel, or maybe too much heat to the brain! ;), or maybe just because thats life. Anyway, if any problem does arise (this doesnt just apply to this particular couple), no matter how big or unforgivable, i guess the love that they know that the other feels 4 them should be considered, the past, the present, n that which might or could b. I cant say much, cause im not God. There is never a right or wrong with life. Most roads are equal somehow or the other,(as long as they r all morally right) all can be taken...i guess...

Why do i not wish for the 3rd kind of love instead of the 1st? Its not like i outright dunt want it, but i dun believe it will happen to me. Its too sweet. Probably even too good for my dreams.

I still think that real love is an essential criteria 4 me to start a relationship, n I hope that i will stick to this. But I now believe that relationships are all part of the growing process, dat every one that God gives us, n takes away, leaves us with something that will make us better, leading to us being the perfect someone for our future perfect someone.
Ofcourse i can think this way, now that im comfortable in my chair, not being dumped by the one whom i thought was 'the one'! ;)
Whatever eh? May God be with us all, all the way...

N now, i think i shall go take a little risk in my life. After all, (eventhough wat im gonna do is seriously dumb. im gonna msg 'someone' without any apparent reason!) things cant really go bad from here, coz i have nothing much to lose. Probably cant gain anything (I seriously dun believe any good at all will come from this), but not much harm either i guess....
Hai..... Wish me luck guys! :)

Nitez...

Where the heart is...

Heylo.

Hai...wanted to try to weasle my way out of writing today...been busy oh. :) But since this is my 2nd day at this, i thought i had better try hard not to slack! :) Maybe tomorrow... hehe

Had a busy day today, supposed to meet up with my old friends early but kinda woke up late! :) Finally did get to the gathering, n luckily half were even later! (even though they had a good reason, school! haha :))
So, had a great time catching up with all my old classmates, making stupid jokes, enjoying each others company! Some i haven't seen for like, 7 months man!

I love the fact that, our whole relationship within the group is comfortable. Like back in school, we din necessary talk to each other after school, or even much IN school, but we were all friends. No questions. And i think graduation and separation actually brought us all closer! Like, now that i dun get to see them much, i miss dem n yearn to meet up with them... something lidat.

But generally, I think with these friends of mine, for me, its an out of sight out of mine thing. (Oh God, im contradicting myself!!!) Haha, its cause, when i'm here in kl, leading my own life (so called), i might not miss them much (accept for this friend of mine that we all turn to for help with our work, especially maths! I use to 'Miss' her like hell everytime i have maths work! haha). But when i do get to seem them, i realise how much i Do miss them, n really dun wan to leave! :)

Like, a few months ago, we were planning this small gathering at my place, and i was ok with things, just for the fun, but i din really feel anything yet. Then they came and we all had a fantastic time, and when it was about time for them to leave, i started to feel sad, like i didnt want things to end! :) I remember that i seriously felt this pang. First time i felt that i missed my friends oh. :)

Today was kinda similar. OK, der wasnt the big pangy feeling, but i sure din wanna leave! Spose to be back by 2pm, but only left around 4 i think. hehehe :) Sure got a earful from my mum! But ComeOn! How could i just leave?!

With your old friends, theres already a strong base to your friendship. Everyone knows everyone elses person. You can go there and just say anything, not hurting anyone cause you either know wat to say, or ur friends noe wat to expect from you! You can get teased n laughed at non stop n still noe its all just outta fun! No suspicions of 'hidden meanings' or whatever. With your new friends(lets say new classmates), u still have to practice some caution. You dunt know everything about them yet and vice versa. You dont know when they might mean something else, or when your words might hurt them. The 'begining' phase most probably would consists some pleasing, where u still have to 'be polite', work to find common ground....With your old friends, knowing them and all, u noe their good points n bad! So u're friends because of the good. Therefore, u tend to focus on the good n block out the bad. With your new friends, u just dunno yet. (I dun totally agree with everything ive said here. i guess its very much flexible. doesnt work with everyone, or all the time. just trying to support how i felt..)

Da other thing is, the person i felt i missed the most at this gathering, was the only one there whos actually here with me in kl(or subang, watever), in the same college! We are the ones who can see each other all the time if we wanted to. :) Part of this was ofcourse because we got much closer, being the 'only ones' out here n all.The Other part however, is cause i haven't really 'seen' her for like 4 weeks! Why?! The stupid jerk got a boyfriend and forgot all about me! hehehe :)

Its really funny how u can be so close (in distance) and yet so so far. At the start of coll, for like 4 months, we used to pride ourselves in being able to go out for lunch together atleast once a week, without fail! (otherwise we dun really get to see each other, diff class n all) We even came home n brag about it! hehe :) But the moment she was officially on with her boyfriend, that very 1st week, we din meet for like 2 weeks! hehe :) Den, we had lunch once. DEN we din get together for 4 weeks!!! :) N we hardly even saw each other in college those 4 weeks cause of the change in locations of our classes.

Haha. OK, im trying to point out 2 things here.
1) When they say distance (as in distance of like 2 different countries) is a killer of friendships, they dunno wat their talking about! :) Its not the distance, but the heart! What the heart wants hard enough, the head will work to get! But if the heart is idle, then being nex door wont help. :)
2) How quickly friends can dump you when they get someone to call 'boyfriend' Or 'girlfriend' hehe :)

No, im not bitter or mad. :) I actually totally understand, n dun mind. :) Just a little comment, see how many of u have faced the same thing, OR did that to someone else! hehehe.
I just hope that i wont be like that when my turn comes. :) (Eh, turn can come faster anot?! Im like surrounded by people in love, or like leh, so irritating n depressing u noe?! hehehe,jk)

Anyways, hmm, this has been kinda productive. Long entry, no? :)
Think i should have crapped more about the 2nd part instead of the 1st. :) Nm, late aldy. Deprived my bro from the comp for far too long! :)

Later.

The Inaugural one!

Hi everybody. Anybody who Actually comes here!

Anyways, this is obviously the 1st entry of my 1st ever blog n i have no idea wat to say!
:)
ok, i have a tinsy little idea, nothin to do with this being the first blog n all...jus somethin dat happened today..

Well 1st id like to say dat, i started this blog cause i felt the need to get my thoughts out of my head a few months ago. Having no friend that i can really turn to for something not urgent enough, i decided to get a diary. It was great help but the thought of putting my thoughts out in the open where maybe someone out there might read it, and maybe even comment on it, that was so much more than the diary could offer, so...here i am. :) I sure hope i can keep this up...

Introductions eh? Well, id also like to say that, unlike most bloggers (or most bloggers i know atleast) I'd like to keep my anonymity. Because i think im going to pour out my heart and soul, my innermost thoughts and feelings, into this blog. And I dont want the people i know to know that its me...my insecurities i guess...Comments or advise?!

Anyways, ok so today i was at the hospital collecting my medical report. 2 ppl were kinda not so nice to me today, 1 i knew, 1 was the nurse at the hospital. But im not gonna complain about them today, if i can, cause ive chosen to speak of the Nice person instead! :)

Theres this doctor there that i have a crush on...haha, just kiddin. He's like 40+ ok?! No crush, but i kinda admire him a little. 1st of all, few days ago when was doing my check up, he was really nice to me, and i kept thinking 'He's so sweet!'.

But today i noticed something even better! U know how people are always talking about how stressful a doctors life can be?! Well he had this perpetual smile locked on his face! It was so amazing! He'd come out of his room with his slightly up-turned lips and walked to the next room. Then he'd come out again and he'd still be smiling! From Room 8 to Room 10 to Counter 13 to Counter 12! I Never saw him frown or even just not smile! He seemed to find joy and amusement in every single thing! And he wasnt a 3 yr old kid, he was a 40 something yr old doctor! (Ok, so maybe his job isnt that stressful, he just draws peoples blood!) But still, i just couldnt get over how life just seemed to be all sunshine and blue skies to him!

I'm quite sure it wasnt a 1 day thing. Cause the 1st day i saw him, he was also smiling his little smile! He also has this aura, this thing that he exudes, that just makes people around him (me atleast) happy, pleased, and at ease! It was so comforting and pleasing to watch him just walk around with that smile stuck on his face! He makes me feel that is what a doctor is supposed to be like! Totally approachable, letting his patients feel at ease and all. Then im sure his patients will totally trust him!

Hmmm...I also dont know why, but i was trying to catch his eye, to smile at him or something, but everytime he came closer and there was a possibility that he might notice me, I'd shy away. Kinda. Sorta a admiring from afar kinda thing. hahaha....im nuts!

Well anyways, when my medical report was ready, and i was about to go, i was able to catch his eye and smile. And after that there was 1 point where i was walking towards him and he was walking in my direction, with nobody around, so i chatted with him. That was cool. And he actually picked up my report and chatted back to me! That was So cool! I'm sure simple gestures like this, taking a notice in the patients, yours or not, can somehow make the patients day. Letting them know that someone cares for them as a person! It wasn't something that he was obligated to do, he just did it!

Haha, i sound kinda pathetic, like this simple thing can change my life or something! No, im not saying that. After all, i was only collecting a medical report, not being cured of some terminal disease or something. Just, i guess patients would appreciate this kind of concern and humanity (right word?) from the doctors! :)

I have NO idea why anyone would want to read this!? Haha, but maybe hope that those aspiring doctors would take heed of this small little incident? I'm sure that i wont be as nice as he is if/when i become a doctor, cause im not a nice person :), but maybe one day of my life, i'd remember this incident, and work at it, even if its just for one day. After all, you never know the lives you can touch or change with just a smile! hahaha..... :)

If this was pathetic, please leave your comments...I'd like to learn from it all and get better! :) Thanx!

Out. ;)