opening doors

Hey guys!

Wooooh! Seriously havent written anything for So SO long eh?
My apologies. Wa away where comps were not so easily available (ie. not at 2am when i do my best writing! hehehe). or maybe im just making excuses?
hehehe...

But even now also no idea la!

Ok well, Im still in a dillema as to wat to do with my scholarship. Actually, Im in an even bigger dillema now. Pros n cons every where i turn. Especially after i sucked shit at my semester exam! Ugh!

Atfirst, before I was there, I was thinking, about opportunities n all that.
No harm trying it out n all.
N theres good in everything(almost), if i do take this up n have to stay at the U, n do my pre-U for 2 years, the good would be that id have more time to try stuff out. Pick up guitar or drums, that id be probably too busy to do if I continued where I am. Cause Ive already covered most of the 1st year syllabus. Id probably also know my stuff better, having already studied it b4 the teachers teach. Going through it again will help so much. (Even though this doesnt help my 2nd year, unless im really really hardworking n go through it in the 1st year. But i noe i wont! :)) N I also wont have to do Physics, which i have a serious dislike for! 3 subjects, makes things easier too.

The bad would be that Id waste a whole year. Yeah, 1 whole year. N if i slacked during the 1st year, my 2nd will still be the same, as if id not been given n extra year. Which will most probably happen, knowing me. N i might even get use to slacking off, n not b able to get myself to work in the 2nd year. Hey, its possible k?! I think that happened to me in Sec school, with Maths. Maths in primary school (chinese) was always interesting n we learn hard stuff. I was good at it, liked it n worked at it. But after entering sec school, the Maths was totally crap. I'd already been taught all the stuff in Form1, n even some in Form2 n 3. I think i got use to not listening in class or watever, neways, it halted my interest in maths n i officially suck at it now! (Stupid sem exam!!!) ;)

The first second I was at the Hostel, i totally did not want to be there. It was so...BAD! hehe... But i guess u cant expect much from a Malaysian hostel la! :) Crappier than Taylors, which was crappier than Sunway. But come to think of it, The difference between This place n Taylors hostel would be the lack of aircon, n only 1 bathroom btwn 5 ppl. After staying there for a few days, I feel that it actually isnt so bad. The lack of air-con isnt really a prob coz the fan i brought was good enough. N the bathroom...well it hasnt posed any big problems Yet! :) So the place is basically ok. N being a student there, even though they dun have a pool at our campus, theres apparently this great olympic sized pool at the main campus, we are allowed use of the facilities. So, Cool! :) It has also been quite nice, hanging out with friends and all, chitchatting late into the night, with no parents to bug you. In Fact, my parents have been extra nice to me this week, maybe because im 'suffering' over there! ;)

BUT, I heard from the seniors dat, apparently the lectureres arent really good. Kinda like sec school where u have to do all the studying by urself. N apparently they're not too bright either! Hai....
N now im a little scared of Taylors...

Also, apparently Indons Us are better than Malaysian Us. Hmmm... But dat wasnt the prob, coz i cant enter local Us anyway. IMU?? N twinning would b better rite? In Ireland or UK.....
hai...

I think im done with this debating for a while. Too much for the brain to handle. No point either. Wait n see what happens first!... :)

Okay, this was seriously crappy!
Hmmm, I actually have a fren over here now so cant really edit this properly.
Also, my blog needs a serious update, so... :)
Bare with me.

Pls leave ur comments n opinions on wat i shud do...
Thnx! :)