holes again...

Screw the world! Screw Life!
Its SO not worth it!!!

Why dun people LISTEN to me?!
When i say NO, i Mean NO!
Dam it!
I THINK BEFORE I SPEAK!
Theres a Reason i said No!
Im fighting So hard against myself NOT to bring up old milk, n wen i say NO, why cant people just Take it as that!!!

I had the greatest day today...
my crush, he was good to me (eventhough he might not have had much choice....)

Until i came online, n 'she' had to tempt me to talk about 'it'.
DIN I SAY NO?!?!

I held myself back for the longest time....n den i broke.
It was like talking to myself...
N i cried...
I said it was pointless, Dint I?!?! But NO, she Had to push me to it...
N who gets upset in the end?!?!
ME!
Me, thats bloody who!

in the end, it dint solve shit did it?
no....
eventhough for a few minutes after we stopped talkin bout my prob n went to a totally different one of hers...i felt ok, dat maybe i could forget...
but no, i cudnt have that...
Im sad again...

n my crush ignored me...hah! :/

the 2 people who could screw up my life....decided to do it at the same time! ;)

i feel better... ;)