I'm blind.

Today was a good day! ;)
Or rather, it ended well... ;)
(note: whenever i say 'today' tis days, i usually mean yesterday, as i always type pass midnite.)

Went out wit my frenz! ;)
Had a hell of a blast!
Except for 1 friend who was kinda down....made me feel bad coz i cudnt cheer him up... :(

I had a great time. ;)
Though, both His absence n presence bugged me! :)
Wen we finally saw Him, it was really funny wen my friends teased me about it!
N really embarrassing how schoolgirly i was! :$ hehehe
AND, n idiot fren of mine almost got killed by me for callin out his name!~! (he looked! :o)

ANyways.....

u noe...i think i'll stick to emotional stuff for a while....
my specialties... ;)

U realise how to best part of relationships (ok ok, sOme relationships..) is rite at the begining!
Wen he's smitten with her n she is infatuated wit him! ;)
Both think the world of each other n try their hardest to make the other happy... ;)
Enjoyin every moment...sweet missing...
The smallest things: waking up n thinkin bout her, msgin him a simple hi, miscalls that say 'i love u', blahblahblahblahblaa... ;)

Remember the 3 couples i blogged about?
Remember the one wit the said 'mature' relationship?!
Well, that really Was coz i didnt see them together...
apparently, it aint so mature after all....
they do do those childish 'lovers' games! *sigh* (theres no hope in this world!)
~merajuking...querellin over small matters...worryin about 3rd parties.......

well...its kinda sad...
Dat when 2 people who love each other get together (which wud seem the must Duh! thing to happen), they get upset over petty fights!
Is there a point to this?! I dun get it...

I use to care about this things...i think...
Use to play stupid irritating immature games....
Den i got tired of it.
I realised how stupid n pointless the games were...
(One of my exes ones 'broke up' wit me jus for fun, to see whether i cared about him enuff to beg him not to leave, or watever....WTH?!?!)
N resolved not to start a relationship unless it was serious n we really were in love... ;)
I hate games, i do....
But i cant swear that it wont happen in any of my future relationships...
i dunno....
i still wud want him to show that he cares...(ie: call me...often, somthing lidat...)
A million things.....
wat do i do then?!
I'd say that, b4 we started a bf-gf relationship, that he'd already be doing these things bcoz he cares...n that he'd love me enuff to continue them....n if he didnt, which wud mean he didnt love me, to dump him!
*grins* but Thats not right...
no, coz these things arent the most important things in a relationship...itd be nuts to break up for something like dat...maybe...
AND sometimes, ud love to person so much, n the person'd love u back too...but didnt 'fulfil' the sed requirements (im not even sure wat they are!....r u confused yet?!)
so not starting a relationship.....that wudnt be right...?

BLUR

=) Heh! Yes, I am here to confuse us all...

Thats it la...3am...have to wake up for drivin tmr...(hopefully!)

Aikz...(private grin!)

Nitez

P.S. Love is blind...(I'll let u guys noe who blind I was wen i get over my crush, k?! ;) )