[Most of this was originally directed to the general public, yes. :) but den...certain sections were directed to one person...If u dun get it...it wasnt meant for u to get...Sorry. This ones dedicated to...u. :)]
Morning! =) (to U! :) leave me a msg, or 2, or more! :D )
:p
3 days...
Does that sound like a long time to u?!
No.
U wake up on Monday, quickly pass through it....Tuesday.....n before u noe it, its Wednesday!!!
Tats 3 days.....
Gone....Over....Never to come back....
But den....alot can happen in 3 days....
College started on the 7th of January. Wednesday.
After the end of sec school, my Best friend then shud ofcourse still be my best friend on the 7th...
Ok fine, so Wednesday...
We were placed in different classes...
things happened...dun wanna say...
Anyways...by Friday nite, i cried.
Desperately...
Knowing tat it was gonna be over...
It took jus 3 days for something to happen, that i cud tell something was wrong....
Anyways, i was rite.
3 days.
N ur heart can be broken.
Den recently, *grins*
3 days, n u can fall in love...
haha OK OK fine. Not in love! :)
Hows fall for someone? =) *grins*
I hardly knew Him (yes! Theres a new Him in town! haha ) before this week...
Infact, he was only sure of my name like...a few weeks ago....
Den last week...tuition... ;)
N only this Monday did i actually get his phone no...n him mine....
N Monday it was that it started....
Monday tat he starts msgin me....n msgin n msgin...
n msgin n msgin n msgin!!!
Monday nite....tues(well actually tues dun have la! haha)...wed....n Thurs....
N on Thurs he tells me he has a crush on me! (Yes yes I noe! TINY crush! Bah!)
N i tell him tat i like him too....
cause, as amazing as it sounds....it took us 3 days.....(i noe we were saying 4, but if u count, mon nite to thurs nite is 3 days! haha)
aih....but it was also then that my problems started....(yes! new guys new probs! Ugh!)
Aih...ya....i think this was wat this was supposed to be about...
Anyways....how come???
I dunno....
He was jus real sweet...
N he was the one who kept msgin....
bcoz...yea...if he had not...we wudnt be here today...coz i wudnt have msged...
I mean...tats wat im like...
Im always scared of buggin ppl...
Id usually expect the other person to be wanting me to stop...n get lost...
neways....he was the one who jus kept msgin...n askin me questions...
Eventhough i probably gave him chances to stop the conversation...
like, jus answerin his questions n no more...
but no, he went on!
Why ah? :)
Feel comfortable?!?! But tat was like the 1st time we 'talked' la...how to feel any comfort?!?!
I dun get....
Hes too sweet...
Ure too sweet...
N yes, why shud i believe u?!
The boy who cried wolf?
No wait....let me explain to them...
He....he has a sweet...err mouth? tongue? hahaha....
Hes always saying something sweet...
but like....before this week....like last fri, tuition time...n like this mon, at BK....?
All those things u sed??
U didnt like me then....so u were jus fooling around...like u sed....even i dun believe wat u say, rmmbr?
Well....ure saying the same things now...
wats the diff?
wat makes u mean them now wen u didnt mean them back then???
i trust people...
i believe wat they say...
I believe wat ppl say...
n if they wish to play me, n they're good with words....
i get played...
well....ya.
Coz if ppl tell me something...i believe them...
anything...
So all u have to do is tell them to me a few times....
den id start to think about it....
so if u wanted to play me...itd be all too easy...
dun u think itd be a problem if ure too sweet n make me fall for u??
haha...i jus wrote tat to u.....
n well....jus working it out with me wont settle the problem...id still, well...hurt...
but, nvrmnd...forget bout tat. :)
Im jus being paranoid...
yes i care about u...
yes i do like u...
n yes, haha i have a crush on u... hahaha
i dun think i'll fall for u...
either tat or ive already fallen for u...
No i dun believe wat u say...
No i still dun believe wat u say...
N no, i dun think i look better with glasses! ;)
Why is it tat 'we'll never work out' again?! (See?! U said Never!)
haha...yah...id get too jealous n upset!!!
yes...it is another crush...
but den again....its different....
different from the last one...
I think im gonna stop...
Haha...u noe wat?
I'm like a kid around u... *grins*
which is a good thing. hehe.
Tats y u get to call me kiddo! ;)
Oh MAN! U made me All School-Girly n Mushy n Gross!!!
I Hate U!
Oh n just so u guys noe,
NO we arent in love.
NO we arent together.
N well, dun think we'll be...
He has a girl in mind by the way...dun they all...
I cant believe i wrote all that crap for u!!!
U sure as hell better not be playing with me!
See?! I can speculate about that n yet not protect myself by doing something like this...
No...i dun trust u...(I do n yet i dunt...)
How can u care for someone like that n yet not want them ultimately??
[Add on: Do u noe why i refuse to believe ure really not playing me...? Because, after u told me on Thursday...I started believing what u say...more. I cant believe u mean all u say...Coz u cant!.....tats why...]
... ... ...
Good nite.
Im gonna misscall u... :)
N Elly: Dont puke n dun pee! :) I bet u wished u hadnt 'Made' me tell u tat day! Heh!
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