where'd you go

lets see..

its 2.11am..
have to be up in 3 hrs..
but dont exactly feel like sleeping.. jus got up 3 hrs ago?..
arrfffff...

another day of walking around n doing nothing tomorrow..

spent an hour an a half watching this show
Carandiru
in a language i dont understand.
not too bad actually.. if u watch it.
but the conditions.. (its a jail) do seem slightly similar to the hospital i was in today.

quite sad.
sigh.

thing is.
when some other people express their concern from the people and the place.
they mean it. alot more than i possibly could.

damn.

okay.. missed the best part of the show while blogging..
no wait. went back to it n it wasnt the best part.
the worse.
the show was actually good until they started killing people for no reason.
bastards.
bastard riot police. they were looking for a prison riot so they could go around killing everyone.
pffft.

will seem to be slightly free-er this week.
good finally. finally a lil break.
but. gotta start studying soon.
bloody exams.
all this studying can get reeeaaally annoying.
lousy parasites.

i know some people study better than others

bad days bad days.

sleep.
2.42am.
i hope i'll learn enough stuff today to write the darn report.

yes. this has been a useless blog.
i apologise.
but i needed to talk.
...

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Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

3.01am.
nite.