my apology

I'm sorry...
please accept my apology..
i want things to be different... but i cant think... n i cant think how...
i wish you would talk to me but i was the one that asked you not to..
i guess you, like me, have nothing to say that would actually make a difference..
i guess you, like me, dont know what to do.

maybe the stars will jump in and fix things after a while.
maybe deep down in our hearts.. a small part of us will keep the promises we made to each other..
even if the rest of us cant.
sigh.. i'll never really leave you.. but i guess we cant talk of that right now..

i'm sorry.