Thursday, August 17, 2006

where heaven is

Woke up from a bad dream this morning..
scares me..
coz it played out my fears..

Its freaky, knowing this.
Knowing what im afraid of.
knowing that it appears in my dreams..
it makes it.. omnipresent.. so that i cant even escape from my fears..
knowing that.. i probably have to face this fear..
or live it, soon.


Went out today with a bunch of old friends (ok, not tat old.) and watched Click.
That was one good movie too.
now This one made me cry. :(
sniff sniff
N amidst all the comedy..
theres actual meaning to the movie.. (that, if u pay attention, u can catch before they lay it in front of you.)
didnt seem to be a movie that would amount to all that much, except laughs..
but clearly, that wasnt true.
Beat the Break-up by miles. tho admittedly, That show sucked.

Havnt made plans for tmr and so on.
Not looking forward to being stuck at home all day.
With nothing to do, and with people i dont fancy.
Honestly, theres NOTHING to do. (cept study ofcourse, but that doesnt count.)
I have finished re-reading my book, n the books i havnt finish, arent tempting me.
Theres nothing on tv in the morning, or most of the time anyways.
Theres nothing to do on the comp anymore. Nothing online.. not tat into games at the mo..
So once again, we're left with studying.
Pfffffffffft. right.

But its not just about going out n leaving the house.
I cud have plans if i wanted to..
but it has alot to do with the people im out with.
theres only a small number of people i can be with right now..
oh well, lets not get into that now.

Whats left to say?
Schools gonna start soon.. n with that comes alot of woes..
aLot..
sigh.

Id better go charge my iPod. Gonna be needing my music tonight.


Will you hear my plea... tonight?..

No comments: