its a ring. we'll hang it from a chain.

You thought I was talking bout you but i Wasnt!

Hah! Take That!

or well.. everyone thought/thinks i was i guess.. =/

watever.

Its Not! Hah! HAH!

watever.


Theres something wrong with my internet.
No wait..
First i must tell u..

I've Got my Net BACK again! YAY!
Just got a new one fixed today!
WOOHOO!

so now ive no excuse to not blog?!?
Darn it!

Nope dont worry!
I'm sure i can come up with a good one! or bad.. who cares. =P

yea.. studies..
studies shud do it!
From here henceforth (wait.. somethings wrong with that sentence) I declare that everytime i Do not blog, it is Definitely because i am busy studying.
or pretending to.
which is equally important ofcourse. (if not more so)

ok that settled.

MY NET IS SCREWED UP!
SOB

YES.. the new one that was just fixed...
it was so good atfirst
oh those were the days...
or hours technically..

but now its acting kinda psycho..
selective amnesia!
for some reason it can open some pages but not others!
For one, it cant open ANY blogs. ANY tat i have tried. UGH!
But its completely fine with google, yahoo, friendster, nst, n whatnot.
Bah.
It was fine with gsc for a while.. N den it decided it didnt like gsc after all.
but favours tgv.
wtf!
ugh...

had to trick my way onto a few sites..
for example, came here by going thru my history, n gettin to the admin page.
Yea Tat it allows huh.
God knows if it'll let me post this tho =/
Got on pookpooks blog the same way too!
n managed to open the main page somehow.
heh..
weirdo net.


Oh Look!
Guess what!
In Ur own pool of shit or ur happiness.
U didnt think of me either.
where were u with all the crap ive been going thru?
where were u with This piece of shit?

its ok.
i dont blame you.
im just ranting coz i blamed myself over you.
funny huh.
my own doing i know.


its such a heavy weight...
you think u can deal with it but u cant...
or its just really really tough..

its nothing like theres been before..
its not sadness.. not pain..
just this heavy weight crushing you in..
pulling you down..

sigh..
coz sighings like the only thing u can do.
hah.

its like no matter what you think or dont think..
the weight inside you is jus pulling you down n down.
funny.

only thing tat gets it off.
talking.
bout anything.
renal physiology even.
*laughs*

but i cant do renal alone.

fast running out of things to say..
fast running out of people to say them to.


I got a cheque for a thousand today!!
Tat outta make me happy!
*grins*
for doing nothing mind you.
its a cheque i dont deserve.
but hell, Im not complaining!
Not to the 'management' atleast. haha.

Ive gotta get me a music player. (dam ipod)
TAts something i really need.

I'd like a new phone too!
One with a camera!
Today i took a pic of a couple of mates sleeping in class! (with a frens phone)
BOY was that hilarious!
One of em woke up just as id taken it.
CUDNT STOP LAUGHING MY ASS OFF!

YEP!
Most enjoyable lecture in a while.
HAH.
Completely no idea what the lecturer was mumbling on about.
Much better way to spend my time i tell ya.

See! Now TATS why i need a new phone.
But sigh... Obviously cant afford to get both.
Im gonna get my player. tats decided.
Guess i'll wait a yr n a half for a new phone, for xmas or bday..
not this year probably..
tryin to be a good girl here..

i'll find out in a few weeks if i'll be getting a 2nd cheque..
but i doubt it.
seriously.
screwed up my 2nd chance big time.
cud have done better, but didnt.
sigh...
its getting so late...
HAH! Wont tell u how ive been gettin the cash!
Till Later~ Hahaa!

now if Only i cud figure out what player to get.

n if Only i cud figure out how to cash my cheque.
=P


tell me its a bad dream.
tell me its just a really really bad nightmare.
but i saw the guilty faces.
so clear in my mind.
n i know its not.