"should we care?"

why care about people who dont care about you right?

ive heard it from a few ppl these days..

but its not always tat simple is it?
yep..

sometimes you cant help it.
n sometimes,
u do it because u give allowances...

i'm tired.
why shud i even give a shit.
when all my shit (ahem) is only look upon with disdain.
(n dun say wat dyu expect. its metaphorical!)

it gets really reeeeaaallly really tiring y'noe wen ya try to be nice
but only get shot down
when u look past it all n try again (n again)
n u still get shot down

sometimes, many times,
u try to understand
bcoz one shud always try
bcoz one wants to
n bcoz one owes the other tat much

but many times,
it just goes way beyond understanding.

n u wonder if ure just being really stupid,
giving all this shit only to have it thrown in ur face.


so this is me not caring.

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bad week..

i wanna talk to you too..

but whats the point when its not gonna change anything...

you only ever reach back when i pull away..

its the journeys home that're the worse..