this ones for me

Wasn't there a time when you held me n i cried
for no other reason than
because of the feelings that overwhelmed me?

i cant remember it..
but a vague memory of such a thing occuring..
(almost like in a dream.. or another world..)
very early in our... world.. (it must have been.)

..ah yes.. there it is.

it was in that cafe.
the one with our quiche
n our rice

our chocolate
n my milo.

there was your shoulder
n the waiter
n words mumbled through the waterworks

the table behind the counter
the glass door.

n i cant exactly remember why it happened
but i remember that even back then
i didnt really know,
there wasnt really a reason.

idiopathic, we call it here.

just the sadness that suddenly overflowed
a single tear.
n den the overpowering feelings.
threatening.
n there was right there
the ready made, safe place
to let it go..


funny, wasnt it..
cute, you said.
ya right huh.
haha

funny, wasnt it..

nah, there you go..

this ones for you.