corkscrew

I Hate liars and cheaters!
People who can fib without so much as a twitch!
I hate people who tell u how much they love you
and how they have never been 'this' close to anyone before
People who can look at you with So much in their eyes!
And the next thing you know,
it was All in your head!
So what if they said they love you?!
They loved a million other people as well!
And people whom were nothing to them compared to you, now are used to compare to you!
People whom they use to complain about, now were missed while you were forgotten.
Never been so close with anyone before!?Hah!
But then you find out that even At that time when they had 'never been so close with anyone like they were with you,' Apparently there were still people who were more important than you!
AT THAT VERY TIME!
"Its not that i dont want to tell you, I just tend to tell her...!"
"I always tell her everything. Even last time, she knows all the small small details."
HOW THE HELL CAN YOU BE 'CLOSE TO SOMEONE LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN' AND THEN BE MORE COMFORTABLE SHARING WITH SOMEONE ELSE?!?!
If you Love someone else More why the **** do you tell me otherwise!
Put thoughts in my head and then.....

Dont you Touch me or look at me like that!
Dont you Talk to me just because you need something from me!
Dont you DARE complain that i dont tell you stuff!
Who the HELL are you now?!
Just use your freaking brain to think! What do you do when i try to tell you things?!
Do you even LISTEN?! NO!!!
So why the **** should you complain Now?!

but i cant wish that u'd leave me alone......

Dont you DARE tell me that I should or shouldn't do this or that!
Or that you prefer certain things 'that' way, when the ******* reason Im doing things 'this' way is because YOU TOLD ME TO!!!
Change your mind and I'm supposed to Follow?!
After the Shit you've done to me I'm supposed to LISTEN to you?!?!

Hah! I would have done So much for you, just a while back.
Dint use it den did you?
Well, too bad!
Dun think I'll sacrifice stuff just for you this time!
Not now.

I hate life
I hate living it
I hate the ways of the world.
I hate that I dont have friends
the kind of friends I need
I hate knowing that no one i know now can ever be what you were to me..

And I HATE it that you have everything now!
After what you did to me!

Its such a wonder, you know, that I dont hate you...
That I still help you when you want...
That I'm actually not bitter. haha
just get bouts of anger? once in a blue moon...

what do I get?

*breathes*

I hate that I'll live...