melancholy much

I wouldn't know what to say, I wouldn't know what to do
If you came back from heaven and I could look at you
Would I fumble for the words, would I be a little shy
Would I bust right out with laughter, or break right down and cry?

Oh, if you came back from heaven, would it be like it was then
Could we just pick up where we left off, and try it all again
Oh, if you came back from heaven, it would freeze me in my tracks
And I hope God knows if he let you go, I'd never send you back

Do your kisses feel the same, do you still have the same touch
Will you whisper softly, that you missed me so much
Have you heard all my prayers when I lay down at night
Did you feel my body when I held your pillow tight

Oh, if you came back from heaven, would it be like it was then
Could we just pick up where we left off, and try it all again
Oh, if you came back from heaven, it would freeze me in my tracks
And I hope God knows if he let you go, I'd never send you back

And if God forbid
You leave this earth again while I sleep
I hope he knows, if you go
You'll be bringing me

Oh, if you came back from heaven, would it be like it was then
Could we just pick up where we left off, and try it all again
Oh, if you came back from heaven, it would freeze me in my tracks
And I hope God knows if he let you go, I'd never send you back…

If you came back from heaven - Lorrie Morgan

Sometimes when you leave, you miss out on alot..

What do you do when someone dies?..


I've been searching for things today that have been long gone.

as if holding on to the past..

but not really.
merely entertainment.

lives intertwined, like fingers during the throes of passion..

so far out of reach, in a small, small world..

Its funny that i know.. intimate stuff about you, when i doubt you know much about me.
I know you once tried to escape.
You are the reason i remember the difference between Panadol and Aspirin.
Its nice knowing that you're good now, better adjusted..
coz all i heard of you were your pits..

i care, because i cared.
because you were a small part of another life.
because i care for a life as a whole.
for all the little bits.

oh well.

n what was i searching for this time?

confirmation of my existence?
of my footprints in the sand..
or grasping for connections so far,
its foolish, even to me. =/

You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...It's too late to apologize,
it's too late.

Apologize - One Republic (Timbaland remix)

entertainment.

Haven't you realised that everyone you have ever loved,
has only ended up not wanting to have anything to do with you?

Ann, Shu Yee..
Me.

Melancholy much?
Happiness is but a click away.
like porno.


* author apologizes for the sexual references. they are personal. or not personal.. *scratches head..*
they are references to things non-sexual.. n in jest.