i dont know how.
i dont know why.
Im still looking for you.
..
I wanna give up.
but you cant give up if thats exactly what youve been doing up till now
n nows the time to face the music.
Ahh.
~.~
You dont know.
What do you know what do you know
what would you know.
so stop thinking it.
i know. i know.
i dont know.
...
i get alot of fake calls / contact at night.
3, 4, 5 am
the computer will zzzZZzz n buzz with interference from phone waves.
But nothing happens.
Im used to it by now.
Every night if its around those ungodly hours.
when apparently im the only one awake.
buzz buzz bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
"Its a fake call"
Nothing.
but always, aLways a look from the corner of my eye.
tip of ears straining.
oh shudup.
Why cant whatever the phone waves (if theres such a thing) are doing at this hour just leave me alone.
hmmmmm.
..
Another good reason to go to bed n
Not be awake at such hours.
But.
One must study.
especially when they spend the last few days / weeks / hours
avoiding.
hmmmmmmm.
*Not studying*
..
WHy does my uni enjoy coming up with all these ways to Torture us?
Why?!
How else wud you describe standing for 5 minutes (several times over) in a fake room, with a fake patient, performing a fake exam.
With a Lecturer, Staring you down.
frowning.
BAH.
"We Know we're Stupid we Really dont need all this crap from you to prove it!"
Den come the stupid fake questions that we'll provide fake answers to.
sigh.
The only thing not fake about it is the tension.
No wonder they call it a Mock exam.
..
N now Why am i still not studying?!
coz im faking it.
Bah.
.
Luv me.
.
n he says to her,
he calls you 'darling', 'gorgeous', 'beautiful',
not bcoz he cares about you,
but just so he doesnt mix up your names.
he only calls you at the end of the day.
n he says its not bcoz he doesnt care,
but bcoz yours is the last voice he wants to hear.
but i know his game too.
you should not be displaced to a certain time of the day.
a certain place.
or have it be determined by the availability (or not) of spectators.
sincerity.
i dont know why.
Im still looking for you.
..
I wanna give up.
but you cant give up if thats exactly what youve been doing up till now
n nows the time to face the music.
Ahh.
~.~
You dont know.
What do you know what do you know
what would you know.
so stop thinking it.
i know. i know.
i dont know.
...
i get alot of fake calls / contact at night.
3, 4, 5 am
the computer will zzzZZzz n buzz with interference from phone waves.
But nothing happens.
Im used to it by now.
Every night if its around those ungodly hours.
when apparently im the only one awake.
buzz buzz bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
"Its a fake call"
Nothing.
but always, aLways a look from the corner of my eye.
tip of ears straining.
oh shudup.
Why cant whatever the phone waves (if theres such a thing) are doing at this hour just leave me alone.
hmmmmm.
..
Another good reason to go to bed n
Not be awake at such hours.
But.
One must study.
especially when they spend the last few days / weeks / hours
avoiding.
hmmmmmmm.
*Not studying*
..
WHy does my uni enjoy coming up with all these ways to Torture us?
Why?!
How else wud you describe standing for 5 minutes (several times over) in a fake room, with a fake patient, performing a fake exam.
With a Lecturer, Staring you down.
frowning.
BAH.
"We Know we're Stupid we Really dont need all this crap from you to prove it!"
Den come the stupid fake questions that we'll provide fake answers to.
sigh.
The only thing not fake about it is the tension.
No wonder they call it a Mock exam.
..
N now Why am i still not studying?!
coz im faking it.
Bah.
.
Luv me.
.
n he says to her,
he calls you 'darling', 'gorgeous', 'beautiful',
not bcoz he cares about you,
but just so he doesnt mix up your names.
he only calls you at the end of the day.
n he says its not bcoz he doesnt care,
but bcoz yours is the last voice he wants to hear.
but i know his game too.
you should not be displaced to a certain time of the day.
a certain place.
or have it be determined by the availability (or not) of spectators.
sincerity.
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