Sunday, June 29, 2008

time passes by

So, ive been staring at this draft for.. 3 days now..
(eventho it says Sunday 29 June, it is actually right now, Tuesday, 1st of July)
its been kinda hard to complete la bcoz well, i started it a few hours after my last post right.. n at first it was angry.. hence,


HAH!

HAR HAR HAR!!!

HAR HAR HAR HAR HAR HAR!


Well.
That shows me doesnt it.

Can i go back to being mean again?
:p

N den, two minutes in,
i realised i wasnt really Angry anymore but well..
you'll see.


aiyah
i knew this wud happen la.
i knew that i cant be nice bcoz everytime i am, something will happen n i'll regret it.

But this was much faster,
n with a much bigger reason than i thought la.
hah.

oh well.

im not sure i really care la.
(fine, i probably do.)

but really.
im not even angry/upset d la.
i am just sienness n pisted.
not pissed.
pisted.
i dunno what it means but it sounds fun.

yay.

la-di-da.

(do you understand what four minds means now?)

heh.

ANEWeeees.

N at this point i stopped, went back home (i was out)
n had alot of things to say..

well, back to my flirting then.
Mr. Offline, n Mr. wants-to-get-in-my-pants are waiting.

so what if he only wants to get in my pants?

Am i glad ive got my own room
n haha
my new baby, whos been with me.. what.. 3 weeks now..?
n is the biggest reason why im even Sane right now! n why the days are bearable man. bcoz my baby allows me to BE in my room! Muahahahhaaa..
i Was supposed to post up pics but ofcoz, me being me.. tsk tsk.. they're all in the camera, waiting for me to do something bout it.
haha.

n see how crazy i am (more than usual la) when i get to dictate my own life!?
I didnt even sleep last night. (or anytime in the morning la, which is my night. :p)
Went to sleep at 11am. Woken up at 11.30 to go off n work. Pfft!
So its 4.20pm now n i ought to slp huh.
oh well.

N this is where i promptly fell asleep. :p

n this is what i'll say today.
--->

im not completely satisfied with what i have up there. but i'll leave it..

N because this is what they say about me (among many other things :p)
"Indecisiveness is your biggest drawback. It is a trait that often leads to delays; you spend an inordinate amount of time weighing up the pros and cons. You are most apt to postpone difficult decisions for as long as possible than face unsavoury situations."

they are quite correct ofcourse.
for the past few days, while i have seriously had this page open in one of my tabs,
mostly bcoz i cant decide what to say, or whether to blog or to watch my most excellent show, i end up hitting 'play again' over n over, on this really lame yahoo game i have been playing (which, tho lame, incidentally says 'Excellent' everytime i score well, so it is a most fitting game for me indeed!). :p
the diplomatic choice ofcourse.
the one that is neither of the two you are considering. =P
Just to simplify matters.

haha.

and this is not the first nor only time i have made choices like this in my life either. :p

i am telling you la, (not that it is related), but if ever i were faced with two guys that i had to pick between, i'll probably end up choosing a life of celibacy.
ahem.
haha.. ok no, wait.. thats not true..
s'happened twice before n thats not what i did..
haha..

but it is highly possible. :p


Anyways.
i digressed.

back to the matter at hand.

whatever man.
i am glad la.
bcoz ive realised that
i am pretty happy here la. :)

n atleast it has brought me back to some sorta, what has been referred to as Simon-mode.
(hahahaha.. :p)
but actually it is not really Simon-mode for me,
just me getting along pretty fine now.
:)

i dunno,
its like i dont even know you anymore.
n i dunno why im saying that bcoz i can understand everything that is going on.
but, its like i dont know who you are anymore.

hah.

[P.S. it is actually now, Wednesday, 2nd July, not because i delayed further but bcoz after i was done with everything above, blogger went n konked on my n i cudnt post! N i cudnt log into or open Any blogger site the whole day after that! Pfffft! But everything else is accurate. :p]

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