Tuesday, February 21, 2006

missing stars

if you knew about my one wish..



you know wat?
i hate those two words that i hear from you all the time..
cold..
like what my dad said..
*laughs*
that n that long standing winner..


I found that song i was looking for.
so glad
jus cant download it yet..
couple days.
(OMG!! ITS SO blinking HARD to FIND this Dam song! First i cudnt find out What it was called! And den when i do n i try to download it ITS THE WRONG SONG! Titles correct.. artists correct.. But the DAM d/l has the Wrong song FOR ALL THOSE UNDER TAT TITLE! OMG!)
*breathes*


you know..
in every relationship..
two people brought together as one..
two heads.. two minds.. two hearts..
what one says might not be taken by the other in exactly the same way as it was intended..

in every relationship
theres bound to be misunderstandings
mistakes
misconceptions
words said with the wrong tone..
that call that came just that little bit too late..
a fight never settled..

sometimes.. one of these misunderstandings..
jus about pushes the relationship off the cliff..
n when u realise ur mistake..
the fact that.. with all the what if's..
things might just have been different.

but.. when all these things happen..
they happen for a reason..
n i dont mean the everything happens for a (future) reason kinda reason..
but a past reason..
as in.. things happen because other things lead to it..

sure it was a mistake.. a misunderstanding..
something that Cud have been prevented.. avoided..
but maybe.. all those times he had her ragging on him about his shortcomings..
all those times she second guessed herself..
they finally took a toll on the relationship..
maybe.. just maybe..
disappointment happened one too many times..
she was done waiting for him
n that mistake.. was a mistake waiting to happen..

everything happens for a reason.
twice over.



Quotes: When my mother died, I began to build a wall around my heart. Every year that wall grew taller, more fortified. Till eventually it became impenetrable. I want to tear that wall down, Helen, I do. I just don't have the slightest clue how to do it. - Lex Luthor

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