the repeat

looking forward
to sushi n cake

(been craving for choc cake for so long!.. wont be getting it tho..)

i will have fun!

actually, i dont really believe tat..
im an irresponsible friend.. dam..

hmm wait a second.. just remembered.. a friend left for Genting n will be leaving for Terrengganu (i forget how u spell tat..) or somewhere.. i forget tat too.. around this time..
forgot to say goodbye.. dam..

two songs tat still hurt, playing.. dam.
i had the most interesting conversation with God about 'hmm's' tho..

it always happens.. exactly like last time.. n the time before that.. n the time before that..

also.. i think i need to figure out a way to spend atleast Some of my ang pau money..
but again.. tats probably not gonna happen.. hmmm..

it reminds me of love..

its late.. like.. really late tat u can actually sensibly call it early..
tired..
tired.. but too lazy to sleep..
today, i actually felt that way.. hmmm..

sighh..

really need to go tho.. n i will after this i guess..
tired..
have to get up in a bit..

but u know wat?
once again, im a prisoner to the night..
a willing one ofcourse..
turned off all the lights..
cept the slight redness coming from the sky outside..
still veery slight..
n ofcourse.. the songs are playing..
perfect mood eh..

so.. wats fun tat i can do?

so, theres something im not really thinking about..
i.. played the fool today..
because if i did..
it would make me sad i guess..

i miss u y'noe..
nights like this..
wen i used to stay up n blog..
just like this..
i miss tat..

u know wat?
i think im missing alot of people right now..
'cept.. i cant really figure out who..

guess its off to bed for me..
(oh crap.. dammit.. im having the next few days.. home alone.. with someone i dont exactly enjoy.. darn.. n my two distractions are both over.. dammit!)

so again.. tell me..
how am i havin fun again?