proof of the heartbreak

am i not still the same person i was?
if i have not changed..
what has?

do you not see me?
(yes, you do..)
does it not jolt you?
does it not.. move you?
it doesnt..
do you not, now.. need..

i have not changed
then, what is it?

it is you..
you lie..
to yourself.
or is it jus
to me..

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i see you've got it back..
wat was it now..
ur.. self?..
me?
*laughs..*
i lost me without knowing..
n den i knew.. but it was gone..
me..
it'll be a while..