end of the end

The 1st of June.
if you could count. you would know what this day is.
but im guessing. you cant.

This was to be my Rubicon.
but i know i was just kidding myself.
as these few days have clearly proved to me..

but thats ok.
because there cant be a day.
but with time.
n it will come to be.
because there is no other way.

It annoys me that people, being at this age, my age, old enough to know what is socially acceptable n what isn't, are still rather insensitive about certain things..
funny really.
(like, erm, excuse me! i guess i dont really mind, but, should you really have said that?!)
but its ok.
because i like you guys.
n because.. i guess.. i have to admit that i dont hate it that much.

Anyways.
Today requires a special post to mark the special day.
n there was this perfect song.
but instead, i'll post that on tomorrow.
because today is the end.
n that, is the begining. (ok fine, not really. but watever.)

I love all these songs.
n i was debating on 2 which would fit better here.
Both having some words that fit..
but i guess, for the other song, Better Days - Goo Goo Dolls, (go d/l it, or ask me to send you.) only certain words fit, while the others.. well not really huh.
This one however. (N I Do Love the Song! :) )
admittedly, im not sure its a perfect fit.
but whatever.
its nice. :p

which means, hehe, dont blame me, coz i've already admitted that i'm not making promises. :p

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Angels or Devils - Dishwalla

This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

And I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
and are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
n are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry 'bout the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

Well I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
and are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
n are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry 'bout the things that could break us

If I were to give in - I'd give it up - and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold