validation

I look so goddamn Hot today!

I look so goddamn Hot everyday!

yay!

=Ppppp

Ok, guess what i got yesterday?!

A Tatoo!!! YAY! (too bad me cant upload pics onto comp :( )
Ive ALWAYS wanted a tatoo!!! YAY!!
N those ive gotten so far just Havnt been pleasing enough!
This ones Finally.. almost.. sorta.. oklah-can-be-right. :p
haha.
it just adds to my ultimate hotness today! hahahaaaaa.
tho i do wish it was maybe bigger.. or more of it! :p
Or atLeast! In the Centre! yea.. its kinda off-centre.
(but the tatoo guy was awfully cute! *grins* (shudup elly.))

Anyways. YAY! I need to get me more of those! =)

Ok so sometimes it pisses me off (not really la) coz its not Exactly what i was looking for.
but sometimes it just looks so dam cool (ok not really either haha)
aww u know. a tatoo is jus so AWEsome! :p

Im into this makeover thing right now. (ok not really either. why the fck am i saying all this stuff that i dont mean?!)
so ive done something with my hand. (I need em tatoos! More! More!)
hmmm.. doing stuff to my nails is pointless...
so.. ive gotta do something about my hair next.
HAHA. but i like my hair (cept all its messyness) so the ONLY thing i can do is trim it.
but tat wud compromise its length.. darn.
im not ready to cut my hair yet.
its pretty much past waist length.. but im gonna let it grow somemore i think..
long hair rocks! hahahaaa. (i still remember when a bunch of ppl were trying to get me to keep my hair long. god, was it really tat long ago?)

yea dammit. time fcking flies.

oh so its not 'makeover', but more like, i wan to get my hands Into things right now..
i wanna do stuff.
so theres one thing ive signed up for. (i wonder wen it'll start. n i Hope by god that its not one of the things that'll never happen coz im so tired of myself doing that.)
n i wanna get into em activities. that i got out of previously coz i jus wasnt into doing stuff with ppl. but its still either organising crap activities with n for a bunch of ppl. (eventho then id Finally get to see my crush again! God i havnt talked to him in Ages! Hahah!) or.. something that requires me to have confidence. which i dont. (ALSO eventho this Other guy i have a crush on is there. hahahhahaaaa. but hes a jerk. sniff. i miss him. sniff.)
i am tired of procrastinating. so i shall jus be quiet n see.
ok?
ok.

Anyways. about the hot thing.
yes.
me wan be hot.
lets see.
we'll see.
...
(OMG I CanNOT believe I Ever listened to you u Bastard! U are SO wrong! It SO sucks!)

going to read something to make me happy now.
coz i need to read something that will make me happy. now.