Poop 2

and more poop

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Today, my library books are due, while im on hol.

N when i went there,

they had closed early.

Right.

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Today when i went out to the pharm n passed them the receipt of payment,

they call me at my turn n the girl says to me

44.41

n i go for?...

coz im lost.. what are we paying for again?

she looks at me all funny like im stupid or something.

44.41.

n i get that she thinks i said four. like i cudnt hear.

so again im like for?
as in, for what dude.
coz STILL i dont get what this is for.

n again she looks at me like im mentally challenged.

right.
watever.
i get it.
just pay the damn bill who cares.
u'll probably give me something i dont need.
but who cares right.

sigh...

i'm so stupid huh.

44.41 for something im not supposed to use coz its all in my head.

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Today I finally decide to buy my watch afterall..

eventhough its not of great quality.. scratches n all..
but it is very pretty..

But just as I decide to get it..

I find that it has no second hand.

N the second hand is the reason why i Need a watch in the first place.

For work.

Dam this med school thing.

sighh...

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Today was filled with loads of poopy ppl.

n loads of poopy things.

dat made me feel alot like poop.


the one good thing about today

was the watch salesguy.

who was the only decent person i met today.

all smiles n jokes.

all polite n obliging.

(tho at some point it felt like he was overdoing the jokes thing..)

but he was very very nice.

n im very grateful for it.

the one decent thing in an otherwise shitfilled day.

Even my dad had to shake his hand at the end of it
coz he was so goddam nice.

Why cant the world be full of people like that?

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The thing about friends is,
they're always on your side.

Family? They never get it.
never.
you could tell them your whole story,
n they still wont get it.

But friends?
all you have to do is crap to them a little,
n 70% of the time,
they completely agree with you.
(n that just makes you feel good, doesnt it.)

20% of the time, they might see where you are wrong,
but they also see where you're coming from.
N they're on your side anyways.

5% of the time..
they tell you maybe you're not so right after all..
but hey, you're my friend.
i know how you feel.
dont worry about it ok.

n the other 5%?
Well.. we have to allow for us being complete dickheads.
you Really cant expect your friends to be complete dickheads along with you just because you are.
not all the time anyways. =P
now n den, you do need a little kick in the butt.
or maybe just someone sitting there quietly, raising an eyebrow at you.
Until logic n reason kicks in n u apologize for being a bitch.
But they'll still be there for you anyways.

I have had my fair share of being an unreasonable bitch.
(tho i do hope this last episode isnt one of them. coz i swear to god that guy was a dckhead)

This is why adolescents (am i still allowed to be categorized as one? =p) always go on about how
my family never understands me
but my friends totally do.
Coz your friends dont judge like family does.

This is what friends do.

atleast, i think so.


(actually im not even sure i separated them logically. hmmphf. watever.)

today has been a poopy day,
so i apologize if i dont make any sense.

be darlings n be in the 70% n understand whyduncha.