Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Poop 1

The handsome vampire..

that has to be one of the worlds biggest cliches huh..

that and the 'endearingly beautiful' girl that he always captures,
the one girl that hes in love with.

hah..

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why is it so wrong

to want a little company from you?

why should i be deprived of such a simple thing?

even if its not a pleasure..

but a little comfort?..

..

i guess because i have tried many times before..

n its only turned out badly..

..

i guess, because i've had my chance..

just like you've had yours...

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today i met the worlds greatest sonofab*tch.

tho i wonder why someone coined that term
when it seems more an insult of the mother den the sonofa that deserves it.
his mother might be perfectly normal for all anyone knows.

the shit head.

see, you do stupid shitty things n it makes your parents look bad.

dumb puck.

(ok, maybe me over-cursing doesnt reflect very well on My parents den..)

anyways, the stupid dogdam *toot toot* was the Worse doctor i've Ever had the Misfortune to Meet in my Life.
tho, admittedly my life hasnt exactly been particularly long,
but Still.

God.

I've seen doctors who get impatient with their patients.
fine.
Docs who doubt what their patients tell them.
Fine.

But to be so Effing Rude about it!

DogDam!

Who the Hell goes around telling patients its All in your head, and whatever it is is completely self inflicted.
Fuck.
Make up your goddam mind!
If it Is self inflicted (which im not even contesting, coz i know it is.)
den that means something HAS been inflicted you goddam MORON.
DEN HOW CAN IT BE ALL IN MY HEAD.
bloody ***head.

n Den he goes and Prescribes me goddam meds!
Wait the Fck! I Thought it was ALL IN MY HEAD!
Whats the Meds for then!
dumbfck.
n he Didnt even tell me hes prescribing me meds. Moron.
Just went on telling me im stupid n its all in my head.
W T F.

N he Also says that thats Why my other doc doesnt want to see me anymore.

FCK!
HOW EFFING RUDE ARE YOU!

Like im some kinda PSYCHO FCK who derives Pleasure from going around seeing b*stard docs n getting bloody Lectured by them.

NEVERmind that HE is the one that Lectured me about buying meds OTC instead of seeing a doc.
So MAKE up your GODDAM mind.
AM i Supposed to see docs OR NOT?!
Or am i SUPPOSED to come n see you JUST so you can FCK with me and please yourself from it.
N Lets not forget that i Only got the meds bcoz my Other doc told me i should if i needed too.

BLOODY HELL.

CAN U GUYS GODDAM KEEP IT STRAIGHT ALREADY.

psycho drunk dumbass brainless hole.

And you COULD have told me ALL of that and Anything you wanted
WITHOUT Bloody Being so rude about it.
MF.

Oh he went on n on saying
"oh its completely normal, you're completely normal, its all in your head theres nothing wrong with you, Youre doing everything to yourself, I'm telling you I'm a specialist, i'm way more experienced than you you dont know anything so dont argue with me."
MF.
Who cares about arguing with you you bloody fuck.
Youre SUPPOSED to EXPLAIN TO YOUR PATIENTS.


My friend says i shudve stayed my ground n not taken shit from him.
but tats precisely what got me into trouble
my dad started pulling me away n lecturing me about it.
nevermind that i didnt even fight with the brainless fool.
i have a Right to ask him wtf hes talking about when apparently theres nothing wrong with me but theres something wrong that i did to myself.
bah.
not that i even gotta ask anyways.
coz he was being so condescending n rude n all.

Den i go out.
dumbshit.
n suddenly i find out hes told the girl ive to go get meds.
WTH.
WHAT for NOW?!
I TOT THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!

n Den i find out its Anti Fungal Meds!

WAT THE HELL!

FIRST you say i shudnt use Antibiotics coz we dont know if its Bacteria or Fungus.
Den How do You know its Fungus n not Bacteria?!

If you DO KNOW and it IS FUNGUS!
DEN WHY THE FCK ARE U TELLING ME ITS ALL IN MY HEAD!
Damshit.
SO AM I SUPPOSED TO USE THE MEDS NOW OR WHAT?!?

*sob..*
*sniff..*

n ofcourse i had no chance to ask Any of that.
coz Did he tell me what was wrong with my ear?!
Nooooooo~
Did he tell me that i was supposed to use meds?!
Noooooooooooooo~!

CAN you say G A H!!

Stupid Moron never went through med school or something.

Bastards like this are probably the reason why we have Behavioural Sciences classes.
to teach us HOW we're supposed to behave n all.
so we dont turn out as sonsabytches like him.

But i guess he never even Learned any common courtesy.

never ever met a worse doctor than this...
n i really think thats saying alot coz,
as a doc.. you really shudnt behave in any way that makes your patients feel this way about you..


sigh...

dont wanna be so foul and uneducated like him but..

sigh..

if only he didnt make me feel like such crap...

sigh...

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Its times like these when people make me feel stupid and useless..

that I need you...

But i guess ive to remember that
even if you were here..

you dont do much anyways.

Not anymore.

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More shit coming right up..

2 comments:

Ashwin said...

Hmmm... I get the feeling you're angry.

:-P

Allyssa said...

oh wow....
n i thought i was being Subtle!
darnnn!

=P