foliage

Guess enough time has past
n now the niceties have been abandon huh.

Fine, whatever.


Dont look for things you dont want to see.

Sucks.
But holding on just a lil longer..
So im not stupid.

*does anyone ever notice what i do? i hope not.*


Why do i never tell you about me?
Is it bcoz theres nothing new to say,
n nothing at all for you to say,
but what you have always said.

Why is it always about you?
Day n night.
Do i really need to hear you gush about your girl all the time?
Why am i always there,
why do i always have things to say to you,
when you need something to hear,
But not you to me when i need it?

Is it why i only ever talk about you,
n avoid me.

Because theres nothing for me,
n nothing for you.
Because i know better than anyone.
N theres nothing more out there.

So what else can you do?
*demanding my rights tonight.. :)*
(boy dum dum)

sui bian ni. gao xing jiu suan le. hai neng zhen yang ne.

4.40am

Am actually pissy about the work im doing at this hour
but its my fault / problem anyways so..
Currently dealing wit it.

Am here for other things.

Just realised that its just a lil longer now..
whether thats good news or bad
we shall just take it to be good now.
ok?

So, im holding on..
to not be stupid..
n we'll see what happens den.

*smile bcoz smiles are good for you..*

will deal with the shit when it hits the fan.

怎么原谅得了一个从未请求你原谅的人呢？

P.S. does no one say ne anymore??? :p

P.P.S. 我伤心。。是因为找不到你。。