light to guide you

insomnia..

what a surprise..
haih..

(yes, tho its 5.50am, n im awake.. i actually tried sleeping here n not just stayed up..)
(actually.. i kinda did sleep.. den i woke n cudnt get back to sleep. -_-" sigh..)

thoughts :

i dont know if i am going in too deep..
maybe not but.. i jus have bad feelings right now..

n why do i feel like the bad guy?
(in what i have no idea.....)
just this general bad feeling...

n i dunno if im doing the right thing..

also..
i just did something that..
if it doesnt work (n i dont think its gonna work... not the actual goal.. haih..)
i am gonna be held responsible for something...
haih..

in fact, i dunno what im doing...
haih..

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i think, i think, (as if its not clear enough..) i am emo-ing.

haha..

oh man..
is it whats been happening recently thats got me thinking alot?

or was i at this stage anyways?

sigh..

i wanna say things like..
i need to know..

but i know i dont..
n i shudnt..

haih..

lol.. ok this emo-ing thing is not good. :p

someone else job, that.

hah.

Fix You - Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

PS : OMG! Baby you wouldnt believe what has happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hhahhahahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

Soon! You shall be hearing stories about a certain person u know ok!

omg.. that is so weird.. hahahhahaa..

good luck man. (i pray for you that there are no sexual details involved. ahem)

haha..