same soul

Was emo-ing.

now im just moody.

coz the boredom doesnt help.

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I wonder if you're all dressed up for the show.

dam %@$&@#^$. (<--coz im all bitter)

sigh.

all the times i've lost.
...

I know you must be all happy n pleased n proud.

but its hurting on this end.

for all the many reasons.

You, being the greatest.

and its you when i look in the mirror,
n its you that makes it hard to let go..

see, the difference between me n him..

i know i dont measure up.

i know there will be a hundred more as willing as i.

as i still am.

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so what can i say?

what need i say?

when nothings changed.

nothing on my end,
but everything on yours.

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

so im faking it.

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Sometimes You Cant Make It On Your Own - U2

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

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Got tickets to the theatre on Thursday.

actual theatre, not movie theatre.

which is so cool. except that i hate musicals. -_-"

Den travelling on Fri.

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smiles

happiness

dressrobes

a singular arm

the dark night

flowers

pretty things

why me?

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sighh

forget it

just, take care ok?

If only you were here.. Id have so much for you..~