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What would you know??!

I dont wanna go!! :'(

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every past experience leads to the present / future..

if you had not reached that far in the past
you wouldnt reach it as easily in the now, n be able to go further.
(oh shit =/)

you left me with nothing. (melodramatic)

you have everything

n yet you still want more?

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on certain occasions in your life

you would find that you need to talk to (a particular) somebody

that is a lie.
you do not need to talk to anybody.

you just would like to think so.

ahem. (=p)

(being in a) relationship(s) aside
(coz That you need to talk to that somebody like everyday, regardless of whether its in the sense of you being down or just bcoz you miss the person. ahem. n its not counted bcoz then you also get to so we shall ignore you.)

you would like to think so
bcoz it pleases you to think that you need said person
n that you are hurting without it.

bcoz pain is an indication of weightage
n its something that we (like to) wear like a badge
" hey look! im in pain bcoz of you, Obviously im making you like, matter so much to me loh, so therefore i so deserve you okay!! "

(NB. tho that also means that, on the other hand, lack of pain is a telling indicator)

tho i do acknowledge that the pain is there n it isnt particularly alot of fun

but just think about it
coz, i assure you,
it makes alot of sense.

;)

n in a pre-relationship
(which admittedly has a very wide scope. coz you cud both be almost on the way there (as i still think it shud be), or you could be kao-ing someone who isnt exactly there yet.)
but lets take that you are at the latter.
you do not need to talk to that someone when you are hurting
bcoz its just not gonna serve any purpose
(esp not if you do it in the i need to way)
n it just isnt making you any more attractive, sorry to say.
(which is important if you are currently vying with someone else.)

n in a post-relationship
well, you just dont need to talk. period.
ahem (nudges self)
(unless la it is to settle all the unsettled stuff. if you are lucky enough that they cud be settled)

The dawn is breaking
a light shining through

Heh.
Anyways,
now that its all here n out,
i guess that means i wont be telling my friend
that he shouldnt talk to her.
(esp since he's probably already done it) (scratches head) (sayang la)

but for anyone who might need to know
just think about it.
coz i should know.

You're barely waking
and im tangled up in you

Yeah

(Dude. chill. its just a bunch of random crap.)

Don't stop here.
I've lost my place

Im hungry.
now wheres my burger?

I'm close behind.