pathetic

No one can understand how im really feeling right now.

(emo-to-the-core msg. hah.)

not even sure i wanna get into it
(n cant afford to)

(then what am i doing here?
i dunno.)


Feel so disappointed...

among many other things.


From 30 to 40 (more than.) notes a day.

right.

im still at 6.

just slacked for no reason.

n slept for no reason.
several times.


I dont understand me

I must have done something wrong.

or why isnt He answering me..

P.S. things i shouldnt have done. (several times over)
theyve had me feeling like crap.
n now theyve left me feeling like crap.

*sunk too far down*

Oh, please help.

Im so sorry im not ****ing Good enough..