not a good day study wise.

n more n more n more.


*close to tears*

tho it sounds so lame.


just spent the last few hours talking to fam.

not bout anything important or good.


i find that i cry alot in front of my parents nowadays.

nowadays meaning in the last couple years.

n before tat i almost never did.

most of the time i dont even know why.

just the sense of everything being unfair n wrong.

not like they ever know why.

its extremely stupid and embarassing.

but anyways thats all for another day.


today i got a hug from someone.

which was completely insignificant.

except for the fact that it was a hug 2 and a 1/2 years in the making.
:)

but thats a short story i cant afford to tell right now.


just talking because

right now
i cant study no matter where i go.


gonna go attempt it anyways.

sigh.


P.S. my family would never understand if i fail this.
(but neither would i)
n i dont want to.
because i shouldnt have to.
i shouldnt.