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So ive been good n stayed away from the internet today.

but i didnt stay away from the tv!

Watched House - with the girl who got raped.

If i was a guy i would have wanted to take care of her. ahem.

i have this thing about hurt / wounded people.

Explains (very well) my love for House, the darling.. =p

Have always had this thing, since, very far back.
Put a poor hurting / messed up puppy on tv n im hooked! the poor baby, sighs.. :p
n this is very clear with almost all the characters i obsess over. =p

Not sure if it affects my relationships in real life.
havnt met any poor ol soul with puppy dog eyes n sad face that makes me just wanna hold right then n there yet. ahemm.
(i guess tv people are just better expressors. obviously. :p)
tho the ex kinda turned out to be rather complicated n messed up
but i dont think i knew all that before getting into it.
unless ofcourse it was my subconscious self at work. heh ;p

anyways,
this thing i have going on
is of course very unhealthy for real life.
hmm.

who needs complication!

Also watched The Holiday.

n its kinda surprising that a show i wanted to watch alot, just bcoz, ended up being so.. wonderful.
coz, the reason i wanted to watch it was that the trailer was great. funny n all.
but the show ended up being way way more than that. all the emotional stuff was amazing. n i didnt even see any of that on the trailer.

Jasper,

I think we both know that i need to fall out love with you. It would be nice if you would let me.

Iris.

So i found out that the show was written with the four main actors in mind.
which makes alot of sense coz i thought Cameron Diaz n Jack Black were being very much 'them'.

n by Gosh i swear Jude Law with his glasses, is one of the most attractive sights ive ever seen in my life! (n ive never actually been much of a fan of his..)
*cant get over it*
actually it kinda reminds me of someone else, but i cant remember who..
but omg i swear i found it sooo good looking!....

n also the one with him crying...
uuaaaaaaaarrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
remember the whole 'hurting' thing right?
yea
*cant stand it cant stand it cantstandit!!*


i know you said i should watch it.
tho i already wanted to.
but i think maybe you should watch it again too.
but then again. doesnt really matter, doesnt make a difference, n i guess im not gonna care.


n all that quotes that i could put down.
but i wont.
anyways, they're irrelevant now.

n lil girls with British accents.
So adorable.

Yumm to the men!
so maybe it is a good thing bout where im going next year. (tho im skeptical. trust me.)
Sarah would be so jealous. ;)


Now.
refraining from baring soul.

back to being screwed then.
ugh.

*why is it so hard for you to understand?*