more than

a magic bus

n 3 sat on a seat of 2.

i didnt want you to want me to go over there, alone.
and i didnt want you to go over there without me.

and you got up and i did
n we went over.

n we talked about some stuff (particular stuff)
casually, randomly, openly, seriously, just like we always do.
i cant remember the conversation
but i know the topic.

n den you..
'had' to do some stuff..

I exclaimed at your audacity,
we are in a public bus you see. magic, but still.

but you said,
"I cant sleep now"
n i realised it was in reference, and response, to our conversation.

and i registered its sense.
does it sound familiar?
because even after i woke, i registered that it made enough sense to seem correct enough.

*events omitted*

n soon enough it was over
n i reached my home.
too little time, too little time...

and that was the end of that dream.

Den my phone rang, and you called.
n i picked up.
n you told me you dreamt about me.
n after a pause,
in that choking thing i have going on,
because im not talking to you,
i told you that i'd dreamt of you too.

n then i woke up.

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(rofl...)

i cant do it.
i just cant...

because . .... ....... ... ... ..... .... ....... ....

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Help.
i need alot of help.

i think its because i havnt done this before..
not like this.

oh sigh.
how isit even possible that im Allowed to go on like this?

it is buckle up or buckle down?

i guess i need to go somewhere tomorrow.
but where? no place to go.

i dont wanna go where im not wanted.

oh shit.

somebody Make me!

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*ive been dreaming of you every night.*