Its 4am..
For some reason.. I jus woke up..
Considering i slept at 4pm.....
heh...
Been having a totally screwed up routine this week..
dunno why..
sleeping in the afternoon, after school.. tats normal for me..
but for some reason... havnt been waking up..
or atleast.. havnt been getting out of bed..
heck i wake up countless times..
jus been too lazy to get up n go out.. to see 'their' faces..
so i fall back asleep..
n wake at 4am to have dinner. heh
was gonna head back to bed after eating..
but 4 is a good time to blog..
so here i am.
shud prob go back to bed..
not like i'll actually study...
y am i so tired anyways?
i mean... wen u get enough sleep.. u jus cant sleep anymore.. den u have to get ur ass out of bed right?
wats up with this?
the other good thing about this weird sleeping habit
is the dreams..
for some reason..
been having ALOT of dreams during these hours...
n all of em kinda weird n cool..
hahaa..
hardly remember them..
but they were kinda interesting...
the last one i had..
incorporated a music school i recently called up...
disliking someone i dislike.. (elly, guess who?! ;) :p)
b*tchy ppl ive met recently..
my friends being there with me...
n someone.. defending my honour..
hah...
real cool..
oh well..
guess i'll be going to bed now..
thank god its friday tomorrow..
nite.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
-You're Beautiful by James Blunt
Friday, September 30, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Sunday, September 18, 2005
lets take it back to the start
Watched wicker park earlier..
Last half of it actually..
But i've seen the show before..
I remembered tat it was.. really cool.. n amazing..
For a long while.. You wudnt get wat the movie was about.. N wat it was trying to say!
But as it moved along.. You'd begin to get it..
Begin to understand.. Begin to see..
You get sucked into the movie..
The ending, i remembered, was the best..
It got more and more intense.. Totally taking over you (exagerating? hahaa..)
You cudnt wait for the two leads to See each other.. N get it over with..
but they'd take ever so long..
I remember, in the theatre, we were all so absorbed in the show, when the guys fiancee pops up n prevents him from reaching the girl.. Someone actually shouted out, 'bitch'!
Haha.. tat was so cool..
When he kneeled behind her.. Jus staring at her.. Not even telling her tat he was der (haha thinking bout it.. t'was so lame.. haha)
You jus wanted to hit him over the head n tell him to stop being such a drama king.. Jus hold her n get it over with.. Heh..
The whole idea of the story?
that'd be another really long post...
which i wont be doing.. =P
too much love at first sight n coincidences to happen in real life..
but it was really good...
...scary love story...
Anyways.. sigh.. ..gotta see it again sometime.....
And the song at the end of the show...
Im jus so in love with it right now..
sad song.. touching me...
Had to go download it.. But didnt know wat it was called.. eventho i waited for the music credits. hehe..
Finally after some extensive searching online (I ToT i was coldplay! But the stupid site put some other fellas name der.. Dumbass...)
Got the song title.. N now its playing on my playlist...
....found it by the lyrics by the way....
so ofcourse, now, im singing the song while reading the words...
...
The Scientist - Coldplay
Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.
Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.
Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Heads are a science apart.
Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.
I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me,
Come back and hold me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.
Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.
owwwwwwww
awwwwwww...
owwwwww.....
owwwwwwww...
Last half of it actually..
But i've seen the show before..
I remembered tat it was.. really cool.. n amazing..
For a long while.. You wudnt get wat the movie was about.. N wat it was trying to say!
But as it moved along.. You'd begin to get it..
Begin to understand.. Begin to see..
You get sucked into the movie..
The ending, i remembered, was the best..
It got more and more intense.. Totally taking over you (exagerating? hahaa..)
You cudnt wait for the two leads to See each other.. N get it over with..
but they'd take ever so long..
I remember, in the theatre, we were all so absorbed in the show, when the guys fiancee pops up n prevents him from reaching the girl.. Someone actually shouted out, 'bitch'!
Haha.. tat was so cool..
When he kneeled behind her.. Jus staring at her.. Not even telling her tat he was der (haha thinking bout it.. t'was so lame.. haha)
You jus wanted to hit him over the head n tell him to stop being such a drama king.. Jus hold her n get it over with.. Heh..
The whole idea of the story?
that'd be another really long post...
which i wont be doing.. =P
too much love at first sight n coincidences to happen in real life..
but it was really good...
...scary love story...
Anyways.. sigh.. ..gotta see it again sometime.....
And the song at the end of the show...
Im jus so in love with it right now..
sad song.. touching me...
Had to go download it.. But didnt know wat it was called.. eventho i waited for the music credits. hehe..
Finally after some extensive searching online (I ToT i was coldplay! But the stupid site put some other fellas name der.. Dumbass...)
Got the song title.. N now its playing on my playlist...
....found it by the lyrics by the way....
so ofcourse, now, im singing the song while reading the words...
...
The Scientist - Coldplay
Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.
Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.
Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Heads are a science apart.
Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.
I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me,
Come back and hold me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.
Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.
owwwwwwww
awwwwwww...
owwwwww.....
owwwwwwww...
Friday, September 16, 2005
Twisted anniversary
Know wat day it is?
Heh
...
A month passes by rather quickly.. I think..
twisted
Shleepy..
-I’ve given up on giving up slowly
-because I know to live you must give your life away
-And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
-I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
-And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
-And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
-I gotta get outta here
-And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape
-I’m giving up on doing this alone now
-Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
-But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
-Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (watever tat means.. =P Ooo I found out wat it means! heHE!)
-And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape
-I am a hostage to my own humanity
-Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
-And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
-But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
-And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape
-Oh how we regret those things we do
Dun think anyone will get the rest of this post.. Or this whole post actually =P
Heh..
Have fun figuring this one out. =P
[ Hehe.. Fabes got the part about life being unfair! Yay!.. Think it might have been an accident tho.. Hmmm.. haha..
BuNniEs shall HOP over all the Fat Lousy Stupid Panda's Who Cant even COpULaTe, n Kill their Own babies! MWAhaHAhAH!
*Hop hop* ]
HmmMMmmm... Darn... I didnt realise...
I think ppl misunderstand the post...
Those are Lyrics la! From a Song la!
Hmmmm... aih watever la...
Humans will die..
Pandas will rule the world...
But Bunnies will HOP over all the Panda's..
OverPopulate
N Take Over the Universe!
*evil laugh*
I Squish that Fat lousy panda! I Do I Do I DO!
Heh
...
A month passes by rather quickly.. I think..
twisted
Shleepy..
-I’ve given up on giving up slowly
-because I know to live you must give your life away
-And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
-I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
-And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
-And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
-I gotta get outta here
-And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape
-I’m giving up on doing this alone now
-Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
-But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
-Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (watever tat means.. =P Ooo I found out wat it means! heHE!)
-And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape
-I am a hostage to my own humanity
-Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
-And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
-But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
-And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape
-Oh how we regret those things we do
Dun think anyone will get the rest of this post.. Or this whole post actually =P
Heh..
Have fun figuring this one out. =P
[ Hehe.. Fabes got the part about life being unfair! Yay!.. Think it might have been an accident tho.. Hmmm.. haha..
BuNniEs shall HOP over all the Fat Lousy Stupid Panda's Who Cant even COpULaTe, n Kill their Own babies! MWAhaHAhAH!
*Hop hop* ]
HmmMMmmm... Darn... I didnt realise...
I think ppl misunderstand the post...
Those are Lyrics la! From a Song la!
Hmmmm... aih watever la...
Humans will die..
Pandas will rule the world...
But Bunnies will HOP over all the Panda's..
OverPopulate
N Take Over the Universe!
*evil laugh*
I Squish that Fat lousy panda! I Do I Do I DO!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
oh won't u be proud
Ive been gettin quite a few forwards in my mail recently..
Got one with a whole bunch of 'I've learned...'
Among those lines was this,
"I've learned...That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them."
Someone i know once told me that...
:)
Was nice to know he didnt come up with that, =P hehehee.. ;)
I didnt agree with him then.. N i dun really agree now..
Wat i said was.. Nobody's perfect.. But when someone loves you, he loves you For, not despite, your imperfections..
(Note: wat i said.. have yet to re-evaluate my views on this.. hehe)
Which is actually.. pretty much the same thing.. =P
Hahahaaa..
You know..... honestly.... i dun think i've thought about this till now...
Never really applied that view of mine on myself...
But i think... I might have been right..
haha..
Loving someone For his imperfections... Watever that means...
hahaaa...
probably jus like to sound philosophical..
Hahaa... too much to think about..
Oh well...
Nobody's perfect.. But you love them anyways..
=P
Quote: I've learned. That love, not time, heals all wounds.
Got one with a whole bunch of 'I've learned...'
Among those lines was this,
"I've learned...That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them."
Someone i know once told me that...
:)
Was nice to know he didnt come up with that, =P hehehee.. ;)
I didnt agree with him then.. N i dun really agree now..
Wat i said was.. Nobody's perfect.. But when someone loves you, he loves you For, not despite, your imperfections..
(Note: wat i said.. have yet to re-evaluate my views on this.. hehe)
Which is actually.. pretty much the same thing.. =P
Hahahaaa..
You know..... honestly.... i dun think i've thought about this till now...
Never really applied that view of mine on myself...
But i think... I might have been right..
haha..
Loving someone For his imperfections... Watever that means...
hahaaa...
probably jus like to sound philosophical..
Hahaa... too much to think about..
Oh well...
Nobody's perfect.. But you love them anyways..
=P
Quote: I've learned. That love, not time, heals all wounds.
Thursday, September 8, 2005
untitled
8th Sept.. Nice date....
Hey guys...
Jus dropping by to say... Wont be bloggin for a while...
Which u guys wud probably already know by now considering how i Havnt blogged in a while.. =P
heh..
jus... lost the whole bloggin thing already...
n stuff...
uni n all.. (Im in MedSchool Baby! hehhehee...) (not such a big deal actually)
isnt really a valid reason im guessin..
but basically.. besides losing the whole need to blog n all...
Basically (Hey! My new word!?! =P) havnt liked bein at home.. bein around ppl.. coming online n all.. rather hide in my room... (BIG mistake.. CANT study wit a BED! =P)
N yet wen i start rambling.. i jus go on n on eh..
oh well.. always had a big mouth...
Miss something... dark nights... late nights... free time... freedom.. tat feeling... music... empty house... will to blog...
Heh..
Miss collide..
Its odd, amusing, weird, intriguing n so much more.. how life works out...
Better go... Not studyin well... Cant muse pleasantly with ppl around me..
I guess the way to get me bloggin wud be to open tis page n jus type random stuff.. Crap jus drops out sooner or later.. Den i can post it for ur reading pleasure heh..
No one reads this anyways. (Yes darlings... I've jus demoted all u guys to 'no one's'.. =P)
Anyways last note..
its nice having ur friends in the same uni as u...
same clique i hung around at coll is still with me at uni..
annoying.. but nice.. ;)
has its ups n downs i guess..
but its comforting.. wen need be..
makes it feel like home..? =P
Really better go..
adios
p.s. i love you..
[re-read some of my posts.. the latest ones.. (which were quite a while ago too actually..) pain.. memories.. memories are quite cool.. its nice having a diary thingy... miss alot of stuff... really... Alot of them had me saying... stuff.. stuff tat applies.. tat i still mean.. Collides playing btw...]
like this one..
Hey guys...
Jus dropping by to say... Wont be bloggin for a while...
Which u guys wud probably already know by now considering how i Havnt blogged in a while.. =P
heh..
jus... lost the whole bloggin thing already...
n stuff...
uni n all.. (Im in MedSchool Baby! hehhehee...) (not such a big deal actually)
isnt really a valid reason im guessin..
but basically.. besides losing the whole need to blog n all...
Basically (Hey! My new word!?! =P) havnt liked bein at home.. bein around ppl.. coming online n all.. rather hide in my room... (BIG mistake.. CANT study wit a BED! =P)
N yet wen i start rambling.. i jus go on n on eh..
oh well.. always had a big mouth...
Miss something... dark nights... late nights... free time... freedom.. tat feeling... music... empty house... will to blog...
Heh..
Miss collide..
Its odd, amusing, weird, intriguing n so much more.. how life works out...
Better go... Not studyin well... Cant muse pleasantly with ppl around me..
I guess the way to get me bloggin wud be to open tis page n jus type random stuff.. Crap jus drops out sooner or later.. Den i can post it for ur reading pleasure heh..
No one reads this anyways. (Yes darlings... I've jus demoted all u guys to 'no one's'.. =P)
Anyways last note..
its nice having ur friends in the same uni as u...
same clique i hung around at coll is still with me at uni..
annoying.. but nice.. ;)
has its ups n downs i guess..
but its comforting.. wen need be..
makes it feel like home..? =P
Really better go..
adios
p.s. i love you..
[re-read some of my posts.. the latest ones.. (which were quite a while ago too actually..) pain.. memories.. memories are quite cool.. its nice having a diary thingy... miss alot of stuff... really... Alot of them had me saying... stuff.. stuff tat applies.. tat i still mean.. Collides playing btw...]
like this one..
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