Monday, May 31, 2010

blablabla

"Ah.. But what if when the things that make you happy get ya down?"

well.

dont think u'll even recognise it

but i think (now) that its funny ironic (hmm) that that flashes across my mind sometimes..
oni..
maybe im so far down its not even like that anymore.

Things that arent recognised as the things that make you happy anymore.

but things that you just need to get through, maybe steal a few moments, a few smiles from.
somethings you put up with.

no, not happy.
just, wanting.

hmmm.

thats the difference of time.

dumdidi dum didum

its not the same on the other side.

im saving myself,
if you wudnt save urself, wont you want me to save me too?

Friday, May 28, 2010

its hard..


when my survival instincts are warring with my only-want-to-make-you-happy instincts.


hmm.