All i want for christmas

I'm such a Spas!

*cries*

sniff sniff...

*suffering from self-esteem issues*

Anyways, MERRY CHRISTMAS Everyone!
Yay Yay Yay Yay YAY!

*prezzies prezzies under the tree!*
(actually.. at this point in time.. all them prezzies are open n gone d loh..)

things i should have done:

i) atleast said Thank you! when she wished me, even if i cudnt wish her back. but nooooo i was like a dumb mute!

ii) why why WHY are u Staring at me like that!! So i didnt get u a present! *weeps* DONT stare at me like that! *cries n runs away-s*
note to self : this is the 3rd year they've been over... MAYbe its time we Got them some Soaps too!

iii) Told someone to get him the Right prezzies... I Knew it I Knew it I Knew it! But i din Do it! *waaaaaaaahhhh* Its Their fault they didnt ask me! *sniff* Now he has that book which i dont know if he will read.. (maybe he will!), N the toy car that i want! (because i love remote control cars.. n its Yellow! YELLOW!!!)

What i got for Christmas / things i am a-liking :

i) Lingerie. - Yes yes. dun laugh. Its not the first time, trust me. Lingerie i want but like i said I would rather pick it myself. These ones freak me out. sigh.. but =) (No No! Im Grateful! I Am! )

ii) Necklace - My mummy got me necklace. Necklace my mummy got me nice.. :)

iii) Belt! - How did they Know i wanted a belt! *gasp* So SMart! Yayy! =DDD

iv) Lipgloss!!! - *GASPS!* YAY! I Have LipGloss! I ACtually have Lipgloss! HAHA! Mummy get me DiorKISS Lipgloss! so pretty! So shiny! Smell So Nice! :) My mummy wan me kissykissy! Now all i have to do is find a boy to kissy! =D Yay!

N my greatest surprise:

v) I got a sleeping lion heart......

.........

yes... thats exactly how i felt...

......... !!!!!
Oh My GOd!~

A present that wouldnt mean a thing... Except that by accident... It means a whole lot.
Something the giver actually would have no clue about..
No, he did put a little thought into it. Which in this case is ALot considering how last minute it was.. n how little we put into His.
but by accident.. it turned into.. the most precious of my gifts this year.. (tho it shudnt ofcourse. damnit.)

Oh well.. I got a sleeping lion heart. =) Its nice.. Thats all..


Also got a few other things, like soap, but not gonna mention all of em here..
Look at what i told my brother to get me..

What do you want for Christmas?
- I dunno... I want.. baju! (clothes) But i want Pick my own baju! But i not free go with you! Korkor! Give me Shopping allowance!!!

So what? Just give you money?
- Ya. Wrap it up n put it under the tree!

I know its horrible to ask for money for Christmas. But if id said nothing he wud have gone n bought me something anyways. N its highly likely i wouldnt like it. WHich is OK except i wudnt Use it N Den thats just not very nice ISit?!?!

So what i planned was to get shopping allowance (sounds better den asking for money =p) GO off n get myself something nice when im free. Come back n go Look Kor! This is what you got me for Christmas! Isnt it all nice n pretty!? Isnt it?! =D And then wudnt everyone just be Happy?!~

But come christmas day n what happens?

I open my present (which was obViously not shaped in the form of money.) n i get books. Books! No no.. books are perfectly fine... except for the fact that i asked for clothes (Well, i DID!) n u got me books... Which is Still fine.. Except.

Know what book he got me?

He went out. Got a book that HE wants. Wraps it up n gives it to me n the moment i open it, goes, This is a good book! A Good Book! You dowan, i take it n go read it first. Ok bye.

N he takes it. (Yes! I blinked n it was gone!)

...
S W E A T.

N before the books he offered to buy me a remote control car so that he cud give it to me, n den take it n give it to his son. (who is 5 months old so actually he meant to play with it himself.) (just incase u think im just speculating! Im not. Thats exactly what he told me.) But ofcourse, along comes my cousin, n he doesnt know what to get for him, so he gives him a car. N i get books. Which are gone now.

Now aint that a winning strategy.


It was an oddly sad xmas for me though..
it was good n nice.. took me a while to realise i liked my presents, but yea. (=p)
but still.. oddly sad too..

But oh well.
Now all i need is a jewellery box n a make-up box! (A box, not a kit, coz a kit wud contain make-up-y stuff in it!)

A make-up box. To house my lone tube of lip gloss.

Yay. =)

N Now to end it all with a Song!
Sing it with me!

Jingle pau, jingle pau,
Jingle cha siew pau..
Lin yoong pau,
tau sa pau..,
siew mai.., loh mai kai....
Hey!!


Wishing all a Merry Merry Christmas!! :)

i dont owe you nothing

Exam time. No blogging. tho no exam oso no blogging. but atleast now ive a (kinda) Good excuse ya?! =)


Berhenti Berharap - sheila on 7 ------ reminds me of J.
I'll Be Over You - toto ------ reminds me of S.


what do you see when ure in ur room..
at night..
lights off, aircon on..
when you look into the darkness, what do you see?

coz, i see you..


it wud be nice if i could JUst
FAll into bed when its dark at night
n the rooms all cold n comfy.

God DAm this stupid studying thing.